Tessa: yeah i know but it just feels like he dont love me nor does he want this baby and now i'm starting to think maybe it's best we go our separate way because i can't handle this tension that's going on * runs to bathroom and pukes *
Rose: * goes and hold hair back and rubs back * it's okay tessa let it out this will all calm down in the next few weeks it won't last forever and just talk to hardin because from what i know he is just as hurt as you . and it wasn't his fault he lost his memory so don't punish him for that,
Tessa: I'm going to bed to see yourself out. * not long after i fell asleep.
Rose: * i leave the bedroom and go down to hardin* she will be okay in a few days she's sleeping now but she needs you more than she is letting on.
Hradin: Thanks rose means a lot and thanks for talking with tessa.
Rose: anytime it's what friends are for bye * i leave *
Hardin: * I lock the door and go up to bed. I am debating on sleeping in the spare room but then I realise what Rose said and I go into Tessa's room, I change into boxers and my top crawl into bed and lay there wide awake. *
* 2 hours pass *
Hardin: * i'm still awake and i check the time its 12am, no long after i hear tessa crying in her sleep so i gently wake her*. Hey bub you okay just you was crying in your sleep?
Tessa: * i turn over to face him * yeah im i was just dreaming .
Hardin: good or bad dream ?
Tessa: good.
Hardin: Then why were you crying.
Tessa: because it was a good dream and I wanted it to be real?
Hardin: tell me please ?
Tessa: * i know this is stupid but i need him * I lean forward and smash my lips to his but soon after he kisses me back he pulls away.
Hardin: as much as i wanna kiss you i can't because we have to talk about this about us.
Tessa: i knew it * i sit up and start breathing heavy * i knew it, i knew it. i knew it,
Hardin: hey its okay deep breaths in and out and her breathing starts to slow, now you wanna tell me what u mean by you knew it?
Tessa: that you don't love me or this baby and you wanna leave us and that's fine i won't stop u.
Hardin: * what is she on about * tessa i never wanna leave i wanna marry u * shit i said that out loud * i love you more than this whole universe your my world and i love you, and this baby * i place my hand on her belly * i am gonna love and be the best dad i ever can because do u know why because i love their much just as much, i know u have doubts and that's fine and this * i take her broken arm in cast and kiss it * wont be forever i love you.
Tessa: But what about when I get fat and stretch marks?
Hardin: Then I shall kiss every stretch mark 100 times and tell you how beautiful you are and how amazing of a mum you will be. So stop worrying and kiss me please.
Tessa: * i straddle his lap * i love you so much as well babe * i place my arms around his neck *
Hardin: * tessa straddles e and wraps her arms around my neck and i wrap my arms around her waist * okay i lift her top and lean down and kiss her belly * i whisper * i love you baby and i'm your daddy
Tessa: i giggle at his seet action now where my kiss * i pout * as soon as he lifts his head i instantly smash my lips to his and we kiss with so my hunger and love for each other.
Hardin: We kiss for a while then we cuddle up and fall asleep.
-tbc
YOU ARE READING
Her Saviour
Fanficshe's got bipolar , both parents died does drugs, sleeps around, gets raped extra has miscarriages and overdoes a few time Until he saves her hardin is a paramedic who looks beyond the bipolar and see's a scared and frightened girl who just needs so...
