Her Saviour

Chapter 78

Hardin: * I put tessa down and we continue to shower and when we are finished we both get out and wrap our towels around us.*

Tessa: * i finish in the shower and we both get out and wrap our towels around our bodies and he hugs me and it feel so weird but i hug him back briefly and pull away and go into the bedroom and i sit on the bed and bring my knees to my chest and stare into space *

Hardin: * i hug tessa and she hugs me back but it feels as if she is distant but i shall not not it ruin how happy i am to have her back and i walk into the bed room and see tessa is sat on the bed in her towel and her knees up to her chest i call her * tess, * no answer * tessa * no answer* ( kneels down ) I take her hands in mine. Hey it's okay you can talk to me what's up .

Tessa: * I hear hardin come in the room and call me but I just carry on staring into thin air , he then kneels down in front of me and takes my hand asking me what's up and that I can talk to him which causes me to let a little tear fall down my cheek.*

Hardin: hey shush it's okay i wipe her tear sit next to here and hug her and i constantly tell her i love you and bub always and forever..

tessa: i cant you because your gonna hate me but i had no choice just know everything i have done and planned this last few days was for you, i rush out of the hug and puke in the toilet the guilt and the baby isn't helping. * I sit on the floor. I lock the door so hardin can't get in and I keep smashing my broken arm ( with cast on ) against the sink and sobbing whilst I change into the tracksuit I had as a spare in the unit under the sink.*

Hardin: * okay something is eating her up inside because she rushes out of the hug and runs to the bathroom and locks the door and i hear her puking and i know it's not the baby so something happened whilst she was away and now she is crying and hitting something. I get changes into a black tracksuit and i grab my phone and call jay *

*the call *

Hardin: calls jay

Jay: hey hardin whats up?

Hardin: dont hey me what the fuck did you guys do to tessa?

Jay: what do you do we didn't do anything she was safe the whole time ?

Hardin: well why the fuck is she puking and telling me its all her frail and she feels guilty.

Jay: oh yeah im sorry mate

Hardin: you will not be my mate for much longer unless you tell me what the fuck went on and what happened to make tessa in this state.

Jay: okay tessa had me track down max and it was tessa who wanted to trap him and she wanted to be the one to do it so i had arranged for undercover police to act as security for tessa and she was 100% the whole time but there was this moment and i think this is why she feels guilty because in her eyes it's gonna seem as if she cheated on you but she didn't.

Hardin: what do you mean?

Jay: ask tessa please and be patient and hear her out first.

Hardin: fine * hangs up *

Tessa: I get up, hold my stomach because I have this sharp pain, but I unlock the bathroom door. I grab my diary and hand it to find me after. I leave the room and take a walk to the park and I sit on a swing and swing back and forth slightly rocking from toes to heels.

Hardin: Now im kinda feel bad but i have to know i sit down on the and open the diary.

-TBC