heather||dreamnotfound and sapnap

chapter 6

a/n: guys i don't proof read my stuff so i'm sorry for the spelling errors

it was never meant to be.

never meant to be.

sapnap knew this would happen. he completey fucked up his friendship with dream. telling dream he liked him when he was in a relationship. god sapnap your really dumb. dumb and useless.

•dream•

i just looked in shock when sapnap said that he liked me. i should've know he liked me. looking back on all of our memories , i should've known.

"sapnap?"

"what."

"look-" dream got cut off by his phone ringing.

a text from george.

dream opened it to see what thought would've been a goodnight text but no.

george: i'm sorry baby. i cheated on you. i'm so fucking sorry. it was a mistake.

dream just stared at the next , his eyes watering. he couldn't believe what he had just read.

"dream?"

"dream?"

"dream are you okay?"

dream was interrupted from his thoughts from sapnap trying to talk to him. he looked up at him with tears in his eyes.

"dream. what happened. are you okay?"

"george cheated on me."

"oh wow.. i'm so sorry." sapnap said as he pulled dream into a hug. sapnap just let the man cry into his shoulder.

i hate to say it, but your sister was right. don't trust english boys.

dream has started to hyperventilate. he was crying so bad. it hurt so much.

"hey hey. dream try to focus on my breathing. i don't want you to get sick."

dream's breathing just continued to get worse. no matter how much he tried he just couldn't calm down.

"dream, you need to calm down. your gonna be s-"

sapnap got cut off by dream throwing up on him.

"i-i'm sorry

"no it's okay dream. let's get you cleaned up"

sapnap was sober at this point. he kinda wished he was drunk but he needed to take care of his best friend.

dream was passed out before sapnap could even get him out of bed so he just changed his shirt and put him in joggers.

3 am

sapnap was listening to music all night since he couldn't sleep and music helps calm him down.

i could see it on your face it was rough. left a bad taste on your tongue

[tw:rape. please scroll past this if u cannot handle this topic]

sapnap had a lot of traumatic things happen to him that he never really told dream about. one of them was him getting raped by someone random dude at a party .  he was at a high school party one night with dream, jschlatt and wilbur soot. sapnap didn't even know why he agreed to come to this party. but he did and he would regret it.

jschlatt and wilbur went off somewhere leaving sapnap by himself since dream was gone as soon as they entered the party.  sapnap had one drink. one fucking drink and it was drugged. and that led to how he got raped.

[tw over!]

sapnap didn't like to think about it a lot. so he skipped the song so he wouldn't think about it.

i think this time i'm dying. i think this time i'm dying.

saline solution by wilbur.  this song always managed to make sapnap cry. it reminded him of himself too much.

if i could just break one more night
maybe i could wake up and feel alright
my optimistically set alarm clock
serves only to mock me
with flashing lights.

sapnap looked at the time on his phone. 5 am. shit. he had school in 30 minutes.  sapnap hadn't slept at all last night. sapnap got up to get ready for school but collapsed on the floor due to exhaustion.

a/n- this chapter was lowkey all over the place but it gives u a little bit of sapnap's background. next chapter will be aNgstY