bloom ᵇᵗˢ ᵖᵒˡʸ

14

"What" he asked confused when Namjoon glared at him.

"Please for the love of everything that was good and holy tell me you didn't have sex with him" Namjoon said looking up at the ceiling.

"And if I did?" Jungkook asked looking down at his knees.

"Please tell me you didn't let him take your first time in a fucking public bathroom" Namjoon said his voice sounding strained and on the verge of sad.

"It was my choice" Jungkook said still not looking up even after hearing Namjoon sigh.

"Your first time should have been in a bed at home or somewhere comfortable without the fear of getting fucking crabs from a dirty toilet seat. It should have been soft and gentle not rushed in there. What the hell were you thinking?" He asked.

"So? It's not like anyone else wants me so why not have fun and live a little?" He said glaring at his knees.

"What do you mean nobody else wants you? Everyone wants you" Namjoon said unbelieving what he's hearing as his voice got higher pitched.

"Really? Who? You?" Jungkook asked accusingly.

"Well yes, and maybe you should have waited for me because your first time wouldn't have been in a fucking park bathroom" Namjoon snapped.

"Maybe I wouldn't have to wonder if you liked me or not if you didn't fuck everyone in the house" Jungkook said back.

"I could say the same thing to you about kissing everyone" Namjoon said turning fully in his seat to face him.

Jungkook refused to look up and held on tightly to the seats. "I want to go home now"

"Fucking fine" he snapped throwing the car in drive and speeding away towards the house. Once they got there Namjoon hand grabbed him by his sleeve and dragged him through the house into the youngers bedroom. "You are not going to ignore the rest of this conversation so start talking" Namjoon said crossing his arms.

Jungkook crouched down onto his bed pulling his shoes off, "I wish you'd make up your mind" he grumbled.

"About what?" He asked looking down at him.

"About liking me or Jimin or Tae or Jin or Hoseok" he said pulling off his socks as well.

"Why do I have to make up my mind? Isn't it enough to know that Jimin's not seen me since everything went down and I've not kissed another person. You could have came to me" Namjoon said sighing softly as he sat beside Jungkook on the bed "I'm sorry ok. I am just upset that your first time wasn't cleaner or nicer. I don't care who you share your body with" he told him.

Jungkook leaned his head on Namjoon's shoulder wrapping his arm around Joons. "I am sorry for being mean" Jungkook said back. "I know you are just trying to take care of me"

Namjoon hummed softly saying nothing more. "You can have me now if you want" he whispered to the older boy.

Namjoon looked down at him holding his cheek "I don't want to just have you like this? I don't want you to just offer yourself to me after all of this" he whispered "just...let's sit here"

Jungkook nodded nervously and looked back down at the floor "you're too nice and patient" he smiled to himself.

"I've had a lot of practice" he grinned leaning his head against Jungkook's.

"Will you ever pick me?" Jungkook asked.

"I will pick every single one of you" he told him as they thought about the other boys and the emotions swimming through the apartment.

They both looked up when the door was slammed open. Taehyung ran in with a black eye and busted lip. "Jin needs help!" He shouted grabbing Namjoon's arm and pulling up "hurry there's three of them" Taehyung started to cry as they followed him down their stairs down an alley not asking questions seeing the look on Taehyung's face.

Namjoon already had his jacket off walking right into the fight beside Jin not asking questions seeing Tae's busted up face. He slammed his fists against whoever he could.

Jungkook grabbed Taehyung's arm and pulled him behind him and just noticed the boy was in heels and a short skirt. "What happened?" He asked softly eyes never leaving Namjoon and Jin who were now winning.

"They wouldn't leave me alone and didn't like that Jin made them so they hit me" he said leaning into Jungkook's back holding on crying. "It's my fault" he whispered.

"No" Jungkook said holding his arms around him. Namjoon's wiped his mouth spitting out a mixture of blood and saliva and looked up at them making sure they were ok. "Get him inside" he shouted at Jungkook "we will be fine"

The youngest turned around taking his hand and leading him up quickly to the apartment and ran into Jimin's room pulling out the earbuds "help me please" he said showing him Taehyung's face.

"What the fuck happened?" He asked sitting up and cupping Tae's face.

"No Jungkook don't you dare go back down there" Taehyung shouted trying to go after him but Jimin grabbed his waist trapping him "no let's get you cleaned up. He's capable" The shorter said.

Jungkook hopped over the steps and stumbled back onto the streets finding them breathing heavily with the three guys nowhere in sight. The younger walked up to Jin and looked at his face pulling his sleeve and using it to wipe gently under his nose. The youngest teared up seeing Jin wince.

"I'm fine Kookie" he told him standing up straight and pulling him into a hug "you're just upset"

"I am" Jungkook said hugging him back.

"See what would you do without me" he teased the boy who huffed but closed his eyes enjoying the hug before turning his face to Namjoon "are you ok?" He asked softly.

"Yep" he said with an already forming bruise under his eye "can you call Hobi to ask him to bring home some ice packs on his way home?" He asked sitting up better leaning against the brick wall.

"Yeah when we get back in" Jungkook said letting go of Jin. He grabbed both of their hands leading them back up to their apartment.

"What happened?" Jimin asked walking out of the bathroom with Tae now in sweats and a tshirt. Jungkook frowned seeing the deep bruise on his cheekbone.

"Some assholes were following us around harassing Tae and just things progressed and yeah" Jin said shrugging. Taehyung rubbed under his nose thinking about their conversation they had earlier.

"I'm just tired" Tae said rubbing his eyes sleepily. Jimin gently gripped his arm and lead him back to bed leaving them standing in the hallway before scattering to get cleaned up.