Loveality

School Day.. Again??

BEEEEP BEEEEP

I just went to sleep! How could it be time to go back already? I got up and put on the uniform and i went downstairs to see my dad outside talking to someone. I wasn't ready yet so I went back upstairs to prepare just in case if someone was at the door and wanted to speak to me. I brushed my hair and teeth and put on some eyeliner to make my eyes stand out and i went downstairs.

"Kailia! I see you are ready for school on time this time!" I giggled slightly "아빠." ( Dad ) I say and he only laughed in response. "I can't take you to school today so you have to walk." I nodded and I started to walk. Walking in the morning was really nice. I had time to go to a coffee shop and i saw Jennie there. 

"Hey Jennie!"

She turned to me and smiled brightly and she offered to pay for my coffee and i was about to continue walking, but she offered me a ride. I told her everything about what happened the night before and she told me that being foreign could get me in trouble because of cults. I know understood why Baekhyun wouldn't let me walk by myself. I showed her my lock screen and she smiled 

"Kai is silly. People see him as this super tough guy, but in reality he is a big softy. His stage persona and his off stage persona are so different. Anyway have you given it any more thought on  you singing?"  

"I have."

When I was walking home last night before Baekhyun walked with me i looked into the idea of me singing and becoming an idol. I had no idea that it could be possible but i guessed that i might as well try. If EXO can do it so can I right? 

"There is a class you can take but you need to hurry and be added into it because the class adding window is about to close, its called AUD-105. This is a one year class and the exam is auditioning for a company, all the k-pop companies will be there. You will be able to meet people like you who got into this school for drawing, singing, and dancing." 

When we got to school and i asked Chen where i go to add more classes and we walked together to the admissions office. 

"What class do you want to add?" 

"AUD-105."

"I have no doubt you will do great in that class! Do you mind if I ask you something?"

At this moment in time i was afraid that he was going to tell me what they were just being nice to me since it was my first day. This always happens to me and i don't understand why. I was in my thoughts when i was snapped back into the conversation. 

"괜찮아?" ( Are you okay? ) "네." ( Yeah ) "Anyway we all really enjoyed your company and I was wondering if you would like to be friends with us." 

Wow took me by surprise. 

"I would love too!"

"We meet at the same place everyday. See you there and we are here." 

I bow to him and he leaves I walk in and I add AUD-105 to my schedule and i walk into the class and I get stared at, not by the students but the professor looking at me. Looking at how I do my hair, my makeup, my body, and how i stand. She gestures me to have a seat and i hear a whisper "Made it through the first day." 

I turn to see someone I'm not familiar with.

"안녕하세요 김홍중입니다." ( Hi I'm Kim Hong Joong ) "안녕하세요 저는 Kailia입니다. (Hi I'm Kailia.)

"Nice to meet you. You're very pretty. How come I've never seen you before?"

"I'm new here. I'm at this school for my drawing ability. I was told to try and see if i can expand my talents."

"You got this! Also can i see your drawings?"

I smiled "I'll do you one better pose and I'll draw you."

He smiled and stood up and I took his picture on my phone "I'll get it done soon." 

I turned around in my seat and before i knew it the time of the day that meant i would quiet my rumbling stomach. 

During lunch

I hate sitting by myself. It makes me think of how alone i used to be. Jennie had a test she needed to study for so she skipped lunch so i sat by myself. In a room full of life this is how I'm left. I got my headphones and I played my music and the first song was The First Snow. How fitting. I drift into my memories of my mom and how nice it used to be. With me my dad and mom it was nice but of course things changed. Tears began to fall down my face and it shows how much actually miss her. I saw someone come up to my table and i thought they were going to pass me but a hand went under my chin lifted my head up exposing my tears and it was Baekhyun. He looked at me and wiped my tears away and said asked me what was wrong. He turned on my phone and smiled at the sight of the song that was playing and just turned it down to where i could talk.

I told him everything about where I'm from and how my mom back at home wasn't so supportive. I told him my fear of my friends i have made here will leave me and i stared to cry again. He took my hand and we walked away from the table and he took me somewhere quiet. 

"This is where I go when I'm upset or stressed. You're safe here."  He was starting to leave out of reflexes I said "Can you stay?" 

He looked at me and back at the door that was slightly open and walked to it and i thought he was going to leave, but he only closed it and came up to me and hugged me. 

"Of course I'll stay."