Seventeen Imagines [REWRITING]

#15-"Rain"

#Jeonghan

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"Y/N, it's alright. You should know your place. You know, people always leaves you.  Why are you still crying?" She asked her self and wipes those sad drops of tears coming from her eyes.

A warm hand cups her cheeks and let those tears go away. He hugged her and say, " Don't cry."

"Don't worry, it will go away. It will pass by." Angelic beam form from his face making her to feel safe.

She tells him everything when she's down and he listened everytime. She knew starting from the first time they met that when time passess by, he will leave her.

And he-

" Y/N! Woah you look beautiful!" He exclaimed in shock as he saw her with a red dazzling dress.

Every words of compliments from him, boosts her self-esteem. Every smile he offers, it completes her day. Everytime he spend more time for her, she feels happy.

Her life lights up when she met him.When she's with him, all happenings happened to her, is good. No flaws. No mistakes.

She learned how to love, how to trust, and how to give value to herself. While everything went so good, and everything is fine, she can't stop her self to fall for him.A guy that helps her grow and become a better version of her self.

She's a type of girl who always forgot to bring umbrella. So, when rain comes, he's there to give shed for her. Whenever rain drops, from her crystal clear eyes, or from the dark grey sky, Jeonghan got her back.

"I met you in the dark, you lit me up
You made me feel as though I was enough
We danced the night away, we drank too much
I held your hair back when
You were throwing up."

Y/N realize, maybe, he's not looking at her. Mayber he's looking for the girls around her. So her eyes wandered, as she stare at him. He grinned.

"Then you smiled over your shoulder
For a minute, I was stone-cold sober
I pulled you closer to my chest
And you asked me to stay over
I said, I already told ya
I think that you should get some rest."

He knew that he loves her but she never know. She thought that he's there for her because of pity. She can't help but to smile and feel the joy that covers her body.

"I knew I loved you then
But you'd never know
'Cause I played it cool when I was scared of letting go
I know I needed you
But I never showed
But I wanna stay with you until we're grey and old
Just say you won't let go
Just say you won't let go."

As the lyrics say, 'Just say you won't let go'. She made a promise to not let him go even how strong the storm is, how dangerous the wind and how hard the challenges they will go through.

After that night, they stay as what they are like nothing happened. She thought everything will be so much better than what they have.

Y/N want to say what she feels towards him but because of the bond they made, she felt afraid. Until kne day, the guy who used to wipe her tears, the guy who compliments her, and the guy who always there to give her umbrella, slowly fades. Jeonghan is gone.

She realized that he can't go back to be with her anymore. The rain cries with full of sadness. She ran and ran not minding  the coldness that shivers around her body.

Even opening an umbrella she have, she didn't open to hide the tears  because of her heartaches, the pain of loneliness, and the sadness that she felt through. She's tired to do things anymore .

She promised not to let him go. But he broke that promise she made

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Thank you for reading!❤️
-autumnchoi🍂