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𝐈 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐈 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐘... I'm an awful person. I should've opened up like she opened up to me. She trusts me enough to talk about her issues when her whole persona is a outgoing and confident girl, why didn't I trust her?
I bang my head against my desk and I no longer pay attention to Midnight's lecture. Right now, she's probably in her room, alone, with Hawks. I know I shouldn't feel jealousy, especially now but that guy is everything I'm not.
She and him have a special relationship and I don't compare to him. He also didn't seem to like me very much when we met, I just hope he was pretending. He's like her family and I really don't want to get on his bad side. I wish I could be the one that's comforting her right now, I want her to feel safe in my arms. But she's feeling distressed because of me... and I can't blame her.
(Y/n) definitely doesn't know what I did since it was covered up by the police and all but still I think she's more upset about being left in the dark than what I actually did.
I told the whole class last year because I felt so guilty about it. I asked to step down as class representative even but they reassured me that they understood. I was really grateful and still am for their reassurance and support towards me... but I don't know if (Y/n) will be the same.
I want to tell her about Hosu right now... I don't even care about the Iida I wanted her to see anymore. I want her to not be upset with me, the last couple hours have been hell. I wish she was here teasing me and arguing with me. I wish I could see her laugh right now but all I remember is making her on the verge of tears.
I've been ignoring everyone even it just feels empty, because I'm not sure she would want to be around me even if I told her the truth. I don't expect her to forgive me or even hear me out, I just hope she does.
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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐑𝐃 𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐎𝐍
"So.... what are you going to do?" Kaminari asks Iida as the walk back to the 2-A Alliance dorms.
Iida feeling out of place as he was forced by Mina to walk with her and the rest of (Y/n)'s regular friend group. Mina doing it because she understands both points of view, Iida not wanting to come off as a bad person and (Y/n) wanting to know more about Iida.
Everyone hated seeing the usual serious Iida being so out of it that he couldn't even scold Bakugo for putting his feet on his desk. He didn't even act that way after Hosu, and that worries them.
The whole class including Aizawa are beginning to see their weird relationship more and more but don't quite understand how they got there. It was always obvious from the beginning for some people, like Shinso but for others they just couldn't picture the two as seeing each other even as good friends.
