Friday March 5th 2021 is a day that I will remember for the rest of my life. Friday hearing the words we can't find your baby. Those 5 dreadful words, shook my world and turned it upside down. The breathless empty numb feeling is unexplainable...i never thought it would happen to me, but it did. The physical pain hurts so much. Then theres the emotional pain that will never go away... Feeling like you could've done something, but knowing realistically that there was nothing I could do to save my child. My baby. A part of me. The feeling of knowing I will never hold It. Or see It grow up. The feeling of knowing what was there is now gone, feeling like half of me is missing. I would never wish this on anyone. It happens to so many women, more than we realize. The unseen pain that people go through everyday.... To help with grieving I've been told a name would help...I feel like it would've been a boy. So I've named him Riley James Tietje. And now baby Riley is up in heaven with all my other loved ones that have passed, one day I will meet him again. ❤👣
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Poems About My So Called Life
Thơ capoems somewhat about me, how I am, And what I keep bottled up.
