~The Blade~
The cold icy blade,
running across my skin,
sending chills down my spine,
crimson blood running down my wrist.
Dripping down drop by drop to the sink below me.
I feel calm, and in control.
The devil inside me has taken my soul.
The blade is doing it's job. 1 time, 2 times, 3 times, and more.
My vision goes blurry, the room goes dark, my heart pounds faster.
I wake up the next day groggy and confused.
People pounding on the bathroom door.
My brain pounding in my head. I put on my best face, because they can't know.
I find an excuse, for everything, and their world will be fine.
No matter if mine is a living hell.
They'll never know.
Until it's too late.
(Not mine it described alot when i was going through a tough time)
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Poems About My So Called Life
Poetrypoems somewhat about me, how I am, And what I keep bottled up.