"Heyyy,,, sweettiee... Wahhhh cutiie piiee... Don't bite, behave... Sleep na"
Nandito ako ngayon sa may living room ni Ace, it's already 1:30am and di ako makatulog katulad nitong pusa nyang si Leo. Nilaro ko lang sya habang naka indian seat sa sahig at naka sandal sa may sofa. Tulog na ATA si Ace sa room nya
Sinandal ko ang ulo ko sa may sofa at pumikit habang nasa lap ko si Leo na feeling close, nagagalit pa pag tinitigil ko ang paghimas sakanya... Arte
Medyo nakakatulog na ako sa pagkakasandal ko sa sofa ng may mag salita, "Hey, are you good?" si Ace
Binuksan ko ang mata ko at tumingin sakanya na nakatayo sa gilid ko at may hawak na baso ng tubig, "Yeahhh. Sorry I just...uhhmmm I..."
"You feel uncomfortable to your room?" tanong ni Ace sa sentence kong hindi maituloy
"No, the room is okay. Hindi lang talaga ako makatulog when I'm in the others house,,, you know namamahay ahhahaha" awkward kong paliwanag
"Ahhh,,, I thought something bothering you" si Ace at naupo sa sofa na sinasandalan ko
"I'm okay, knowing baby is okay. Okay na ako don" sagot ko at nilaro si Leo na nakatingin lang sakin
"I'm sorry for what happened"
"No it's okay, wala naman may gusto" sagot ko without looking at him, "Uhmm... Sorry rin for what I've said to you yesterday, sobrang nag alala lang ako kay baby and...natakot ako" paumanhin ko, narealized ko kasi kanina na Mali yung mga sinabi ko against him
"I understand" si Ace
Ilang segundo kaming na tahimik at tanging tunog lang ng ice sa baso nya ang rinig ko at maliit na meow ni Leo
Na putol lang ang katahimikan ng mag salita muli si Ace, "I've heard from Manang, Jony was in our house? Was he are the reason why you didn't answer my call?"
Hindi ko muna sa sinagot, ibinababa ko muna si Leo from my lap at tumayo, tumabi ako sakanya para makaharap ko sya
"Yeah and I'm sorry about that. He visited us without my awareness. Shookt din ako" paliwanag ko
"What was his reason daw at nagpunta sya Don?"
"I don't know, he actually inviting me to go somewhere around the town but I refused, I am busy for my study that time"
"Verry good" sagot ni Ace na ikinakunot naman ng noo ko
"Anong Very good ka jan?" tanong ko habang tumatayo, naka ramdam kasi ako ng uhaw
"You are not allowed to go out with some other guy because for the eye of many you are a mother of baby Shyla and a wife of mine" explain nya at sinundan ako sa kusina. "Maaring mag karon ng issue"
"Kailan nga ba tayo titigil sa pagpapanggap na ito?" biglang tanong ko. Naisip ko kasi na hindi kami forever na dapat maging ganto na lang
"Why? You want to stop this already?" tanong ni Ace na mahihimigan mo ang pag kairita
"Hindi naman sa ayaw ko, pero kasi hindi natin pwede habang buhay gawin ito, ang pagpapanggap" kita ko ang pagkakunot ng noo nya sa kabila ng madilim na kusina
"Think about it, you can't go out with another woman, you can't go to a party without worrying about what may people say, me neither.... Look Ace, for the eye of many people we are a parent and have a big responsibility to do,,, we are full of, we can't do that, we shouldn't do that. Hindi ka ba napapagod?" mahaba kong litanya
" Why? Are you tired?" mahina at mahinahon tanong ni Ace
"No... Uhhhmm. I mean yes in...some way, I love to be a parent of baby Shyla, I love taking care of her like my own daughter... but, I can't hide the fact that I am in prisoned to this arrangement, to this situation. I can't do my dream which is to perform on stage, I can't go out with a man I like because I need to set in my mind that I am taken...and many stuff that need to experience of a single woman like me" maiyak iyak kong paliwanag
BINABASA MO ANG
A Fan Girl Became An Idol
Teen FictionThis story is all about sa isang normal babae na ang pangarap lang ay makita ang kanyang Idol but little did she know that supporting her idol in one event may lead to her to be an Idol
