Where have you been?

Distraction

'I love you so much, Adam.' He whispered.
'I love you too, Angel.' Adam whispered back.
James pulled away and looked at the other boy in surprise. Adam gave him a confused look.
'You talked!' James exclaimed in shock.
Adam's face lit up in surprise as he realized the blonde was right, but when he opened his mouth to say something, no sound came out.
He sighed and stared at the ground in disappointment and frustration.
'Hey, it's okay. No need to rush it. This means it's getting better. Just like with your trust. Take small steps.' James said, only just able to hide his own disappointment, yet he also felt enthusiastic. Adam avoided the blonde's eyes and stared at the window, still disappointed. James placed his hand on the other boy's cheek and pushed his face to look at him.
'I know it's frustrating to not be able to talk, but it'll get better. This means it's getting better. And I'll be here for you every step of the way.' He said. Adam couldn't help but smile, before pulling the blonde into another passionate kiss. James's arms found support around Adam's neck, while Adam's one hand was on the blonde's back, the other messing with the blonde's hair.
'Hey, are you coming? If you want us to leave some s'mores for you you're gonna have to...' Jaiden said, popping her head through the door, but she cut off her sentence when she saw the two boys, who quickly pulled away from their kiss, but were still holding each other.
'Sorry, take your time. But if you wanna take things further, do it not in my house please.' Jaiden said a little awkwardly before leaving again.
'Maybe we should go. I have a feeling there won't be any s'mores left otherwise.' James smiled and Adam nodded.

James was the only one still awake. He looked around at his friends, who were all sleeping in sleeping bags around him. Adam was laying next to him and looked just so peaceful and adorable. It made James smile.
He wondered what he could possibly do to help Adam. His boyfriend had finally talked, but wasn't able to do it again. What had made that moment different? What had caused his trauma to stop hindering him for just a couple seconds? Just long enough to put out those words. James had known he missed Adam's voice, but hearing it so briefly, before having it ripped away again was brutal. What had enabled him to speak for just a moment? What was it? And how could he do it again? Maybe... maybe he had an idea.

James and Adam were cuddled up on the couch. Dexter was on a business trip and had taken Sarah with him, so the boys were alone for a week.
James turned off the tv when the movie they had been watching was over. He looked down at Adam, who was cuddled up against his chest. The dark haired boy looked back and gave the blonde a smile.
'There's something I still wanted to talk to you about, Adam. About your inability to talk. More specifically your brief ability to talk.' James said a little nervously. Adam sat up straight and looked at the blonde. Not frustrated or sad, but rather interested in the serious topic.
'So I've been trying to think of why you were able to talk there. The thing is, it's trauma that prevents you from speaking, but you still can't speak, so that means you're not over it yet. Still you talked. Is it possible that it was just one of those moments where you were... distracted? Like, so distracted that you didn't think about all of it for a moment.'
Adam thought.

I don't know. Maybe.

'I wanna try something, Adam. I wanna try to distract you from everything. Is that okay?'
Adam nodded, curious as to what the blonde was up to. But the look James gave him, told him everything he had to know.

Smut warning!!!!! (You can skip it if you want)

James pinned Adam down on the couch and kissed him passionately. He slid his hand under Adam's hoodie and shirt before helping the other boy to pull it out. James's lips left Adam's and he moved over to his neck, biting onto the skin before sucking on it, leaving a dark hickey. He felt how Adam was silently enjoying every single second of it. As James continued to kiss and nip at the other boy's neck and collar bone, he started to grind against the dark haired boy's crotch, getting a breathy moan from the boy underneath him. He slid his hand down under Adam's shorts and boxers, slowly jerking him off.
Adam moaned at the feeling, making James smile into the kisses he was giving. It was working. The blonde pulled away briefly to take off his own shirt and Adam's pants and underwear.
'Jaaaames.' Adam whined, the sound turning the blonde on so much. He got in between he other boys legs and licked Adam's tip before putting the dark haired boy's member in his mouth.
'Aaah, frick, James.' Adam moaned. His hands moved to the blonde's hair as he softly pulled it. James whimpered slightly, but kept moving his head, trying to suppress his gagging reflexes.
'Mmmm~ Jaaames, oh frick!' Adam moaned loudly as his back arched in pleasure. His hips bucked involuntarily as he threw his head back.
'Ah! Fuh, J-James! I'm gonna... I'm gonna.. I...'
With a loud moan Adam came in the back of the blonde's throat.
James swallowed it all and let go of the other boy's member, looking at his love with lust glowing in his eyes.
'Are you liking this?' He asked seductively before moving back to Adam's neck to leave more hickeys.
'You know I do, Jameson...' Adam moaned. James smirked against Adam's neck.
'You're gonna love the next thing even more...' James whispered in the dark haird boy's ear, chuckling darkly.
Adam tried to hold back a whimper, but failed.
'Aaah~ Jameson~ fuh-ah!' He moaned as he felt a finger slide into him. Another finger was added and the blonde started to make scissor motions, getting the dark haired boy stretched.
'Ngh~ ahh~ Ja-Jaaames!' He moaned, slightly bucking his hips. He wined a little as he suddenly felt the blonde pulling his fingers out.
'I'm not hurting you, am I?' James asked.
'No, you're feeling amaz-AH! ~ Holy shit!' Adam moaned loudly when James suddenly thrusted his dick inside. Adam screamed in pleasure as the blonde thrusted into him roughly and fast.
'JA-JAAAMES SL-SLOW DO-DOWN!' Adam gasped, moaning loudly as he reached for James's neck for support. The blonde leaned forward and started nipping and biting Adam's neck again. Suddenly the dark haired boy jolted up, his back arching in pleasure as he gasped and moaned louder than ever. James smirked, knowing he had found what he was looking for and he started to repeatedly hit that same spot. He couldn't help but moan, yet he would never be louder than Adam. When he felt he was getting close, James reached down to start jerking Adam off again.
'JAH-JAAAMES! IT'S... IT'S TOO MUCH! AAAAH' The dark haired boy moaned, but that didn't stop the blonde. Tears of pleasure escaped Adam's eyes as they rolled up. His mouth was open, moaning and gasping. Adam came with James's name on his lips.
'Wait just... ngh... a little... ngh... AAAAH' James grunted before he came deep inside the other boy.
They stayed still for a moment to catch their breath before the blonde pulled out and watched his cum leak from Adam's entrance.
'I-I'm not g-gonna be able to p-properly walk tomorrow, am I?' Adam panted.
'Don't worry. I'll take care of you.' James replied. They took some more time to get their breathing under control before James picked Adam up and carried him upstairs to the bathtub. After they washed themselves, they cuddled up together in bed.
'That was amazing...' James whispered. Adam just nodded, his eyes already closed. Within just a couple minutes they both drifted away to the land of dreams.

Smut over

Adam woke up to the smell of pancakes. He got up from the bed, but whimpered silently as he did. It hurted to walk. He used careful steps to leave the bedroom and go down the stairs, following the smell to the kitchen. He smiled when he saw James baking. The blonde turned around when he heard the other boy enter and smiled.
'Good morning.' He said.
'Good morning.' Adam replied.
James was surprised for a moment. He hadn't expected a reply. Or at least not an audible one. He decided not to bring it up and slid the pancakes onto a plate, before putting it on the table. Adam smiled and sat down, groaning slightly as he did.
'Sorry about that.' The blonde apologized.
'Don't worry. I knew what I was getting myself into.' Adam chuckled.
'Maybe it's for the best that Dexter and Sarah aren't here this week. I wouldn't wanna have to explain to them why you're having trouble walking.' James laughed as he dug into his breakfast.
'I have a feeling they wouldn't need the explanation.' Adam chuckled as he also started eating.
A couple minutes passed by as the two spoke and ate.
'So, Adam, I've been thinking about something.' James said. 'Maybe it's time for us to move out.'
'Move out?' Adam asked surprised.
'Yeah. I mean, I care about Sarah and Dexter and all, but we're both working adults. Maybe it's time for us to have our own place. Jaiden, Maaz and Becca all already moved out. Even Caleb has his own place. Can you imagine? A place to live, just for the two of us.' James said. Adam smiled.
'That sounds wonderful.' He replied dreamily.

Author's note:
AAAAAAAH!!!! I can't believe I actually wrote smut. This is my first time writing smut so I'm very sorry if it's bad. I have no idea what I'm doing. Let me know what you think, I wanna know if this is something you guys like or not.