You quickly pulled away from him with your cheeks burning, "I-i let's give it some time," you say feeling flustered by his sudden movement. He nods scooting away from you, "sorry I must be out of my mind, forget it," he said.
The moment was washed away, the feeling of doubt surrounded you again was he using you to project his feelings onto Jukyung.
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The weekend came faster than you expected, you hadn't spoke to Seojun since it happened and if you did see him you weren't sure what you were going to tell him.
At the curb you waited for Sooah to pull up with her mom and Taehoon, Soojin, Suho and Jukyung were going to ride with Soojin's mom. You weren't too sure about Seojun, you wanted to pull out your phone to call him but you were still a little too awkward about what happened.
But you heard him walk up next to you not uttering a word, "Morning," he said. You decided to act like nothing had ever happened, "did it hurt that you had to get up to early," he yawned putting his head on your shoulder. It made you jump yet you didn't move, you wanted.
Eventually you had to pull away and wake him when you saw Sooah's mom's car pull up. "(y/n)!!! you look so pretty!" Sooah says getting out of the car to help you and Seojun with your things. You could feel Seojun's eyes on you when she said that and for a split second you almost thought he gave you a smile. "Hey Seojun! (y/n)!" Taehoon said when you two got into the car. "You know you two look pretty great together," he says pointing at the two of you making a heart with his hand. Before you could say anything "OMG they do!! imagine if they date! then we will next to find someone for Soojin!" Sooah says as the car starts driving off.
Knowing Sooah she was going to spend the rest of the trip trying to get the two of you together, "It's not like that," you said but none of them believed you not even Seojun as you saw the smirk he gave you.
Awhile later you guys finally pulled up, the other group had already arrived as well. You couldn't help but notice that Jukyung was feeling nervous. You glanced at Seojun and Suho, they both didn't get along so maybe she was worried about that.
"Soojin! Ju!" Sooah takes your hand pulling you to where the rest of your friends were. "Seojun, Taehoon get our things please!" she says giving her orders. Taehoon happily agreed but Seojun just did it without saying a word. "Now let's go choose the rooms," Sooah says taking you into the house with Soojin and Jukyung trailing after the two of you.
"ImJu you seem pretty worried about something," Sooah was the first one to notice, Jukyung looked pretty spaced out. "Oh just um, my makeup and stuff," she says showing us her makeup bag. I wondered if she was just as pretty without her makeup.
The first thing that was done was to make breakfast for everyone, "Suho don't tell me you don't know how!" Taehoon expooses Suho who was struggling to cook. He turns around while Seojun shows off his pretty good cooking skills.
Everyone was having fun and getting along, and so breakfast went on smoothly.
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You and Sooah went inside your room since the two of you were going to share. Sooah knew more about relationships and she was your best friend and she will give you the best advice. "I like Seojun," you blurt out when she least expected it.
She didn't say anything which made you pretty worried, "Soo-" then she pulls you sitting you down on the bed, "i knewwww ittt!!!" she says loudly as you cover her mouth silencing her. "But I feel like..." you trail off getting your thoughts together. "His mind is on ImJu," she says what you were struggling to say.
"You really are my best friend," you say hugging her as she does the same. "I'll make sure Seojun likes you too!" she says in a determined tone. Taehoon runs up to the door and busts the door open. "Sooah! are you okay why did you scream!!" he says looking around for bugs or intruders. Sooah shakes her head, "nope I was just very excited about something," she says getting up to push him towards the door.
"Now where were we," she says plopping down on the bed next to you as you spend some time telling her everything that had been going on with the two of you. "Seems like he might like you too, but at the same time he did all that to her too," she says confused.
At least she understood how confusing this all was, "Sooah don't tell anyone," she nods smiling. "I won't until I know for certain about how he feels," she says. You didn't tell her about the day when you went to his house.
There was a knock on the door, "Sooah, (y/n) we are going on a walk wanna join us, you've been in there for hours," Soojin says feeling a little worried. Sooah looks at the time, "3 hours! hm okay wait for us" 3 hours had gone by with us just talking.
You walk down to where everyone was, Taehoon pulled Sooah into his arms fake crying, "what took you so long! how dare you!" he says as Sooah pats his head like a baby. "what were you guys doing?" Seojun asks taking a sip of his water. You and Sooah exchanged glances as she smirked then smiled at you. "talking about what best friends talk about," she says making everyone curious.
Soojin and Jukyung were curious as well but mainly due to the fact that they weren't invited to our chat. "Come let's go on our walk," Suho says getting up taking Jukyung's hand. Sooah on the other hand was looking at Seojun's every move. "yah Choi Sooah you are making it obvious," you whisper slapping her arm.
Everything soon became awkward when Sooah suggested that the couples should spend some time alone. You and Soojin barely talked, while you were still a little awkward with Seojun. And well you couldn't exactly tell if Soojin and Seojun were friends or not.
But notheless you continued on the walk no matter who awkward it felt, "Seojun why did you come Jukyung you already know she doesn't feel the same way," she says breaking the silence. Seojun scoffs, "So what. she would of said she didn't want me showing up, he says. "and lets not forget what you did to her," he says in a harsh tone.
She stayed quiet storming off back into the cottage, "she likes to get mad at me so why not remind her," he says acting like he won a fight against her. "What did she do?" he looked more lively now that it was only the two of us. "She tried to break Jukyung and Suho up," he says. That was surprising you never thought Soojin would be the type of person who would do that.
After walking and talking for almost 15 minutes you decide to walk back to the cottage for some dinner and the campfire. Sooah's eyes land on the both of you as she dashes towards you tackling you in a hug onto the bushes. "I love you two already," she says before Taehoon and Seojun help the both of you up.
Cutely Seojun takes the leaves of your hair and made sure it wasn't messy anymore. "thank you~" you said accidentally touching his hand while he got the last leaf. Sooah only gave you fingerhearts.
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Suho was helping Soojin start the fire, and pretty soon it was lit bringing in warmth out in the coldness. "Let's play truth!" Sooah suggests to everyone. She was making you panic, just what was she trying to do. "Yah Choi Sooah," she ignores you trying to get everyone else to play. "I'm in," Seojun says raising his hand. Everything was coming according to Sooah's plan.
Everyone came to agreement, but you were nervous about what she was going to say.
"Han Seojun!" Sooah says. Seojun looks at her ready to take on what she was going to tell him.
"Do you still like ImJu or do you like someone else?" everyone stares at Seojun.
Your heart was beating fast as you waited for his answer. Suho clenched his fist while Jukyung looked at him nervously. Sooah was enjoying everything that was unfolding in front of her.
"I like someone else,"
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euphoria: han seojun
Fanfiction"I couldn't tell at the time but you slowly became my happiness,"
