Seojun looked at Suho in surprise. He should be the one asking him that. "What about you?" He asks the tall black haired boy. Suho scoffs, "I asked you first"
"Didn't you say you were always going to love her?" He asks him again. Seojun didn't know how to reply, of course he always loved y/n and did his best to keep her happy. Where was this all coming from he wondered. "Okay let's say you said yes" Suho answers for him. "She comes first every time," he stops putting his hand in a fist. Seojun nodded agreeing with him. Of course she always came first he was her number one priority. "Then explain to me why you run to Jukyung first?" He asks the question Seojun didn't know the answer to.
That's when it all came to reality, he never stopped to think about what y/n might feel. He knew she was always bothered by the fact that he once liked Jukyung. Although he constantly reassured her. "You do realize Jukyung is only using you to see what I do right?" Suho says walking past him. Seojun quickly grabs his arm pulling him back but Suho only continued walking back to his car.
Alone in the dark hallway he stared at the door. His hand was on the doorknob, he knew the pin yet he didn't go inside. He didn't deserve to. He was hurting her and didn't even realize it. She smiled through the pain and he couldn't even see. How could he have been so blind?
Next Morning
By the time you had woken up it was already noon, you had a massive hangover but luckily you didn't have any classes or work today. Lazily you slip out of bed to get some food and something to cure your hangover.
As you sat down in the kitchen the memories from yesterday finally hit you. Suho came back! And he helped get you home, why did he help you? Wasn't Seojun supposed to come? Taehoon callled him didn't he you wondered.
Suho coming back was the thing that puzzled you the most. If he came back after so long, he'd go to Jukyung and apologize for their problems. You gasp and frantically grabbed your phone and looked up his korean number. During the hard times with Jukyung and Seojun you texted his number as a way to vent out your frustrations.
And for the first time it said
Read.
Was that the reason he went to you? It couldn't be.
Your train of thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. You walked over to open it. It was Seojun. He looked fine but you could tel he didn't sleep very well. His face and eyes were swollen.
Before you said anything he embraced you in a tight hug. You were stunned you didn't expect for this to happen. "Seojun.." you whispered he didn't say anything. "I hate it, why is it always Suho." He lowly whispers.
You tried to pull away from him but he only held you tighter. "Suho is so annoying seriously" he continues to say. You realized that his past wounds had been opened.
He was scared.
Afraid that he was going to loose you.
You cupped Seojun's face looking up at him, you noticed that he started blushing. "I'm always going to love you. Its just that Jukyung.." he didn't let you finish as you felt his lips on yours. A tear rolled down your face as you kissed him back, they weren't tears of sadness you were happy that Seojun still loved you. He picked you up not letting his lips leave yours. Usually his kisses were sweet and soft but these were different. You couldn't quite tell.
Your heated make out session was interrupted by a knock on the door. Seojun put you down clearly annoyed as he made his way over to the door. He opened the door and his face went sour, you knew who it was.
Suho stepped into the home he was carrying a bag with soup. "I brought you some hangover soup since you might have a headache" he says placing the soup on the table in front of you. The air felt cold and tense was it because of the two boys? "Thank you! I was starving!" You exclaim opening the soup and taking a bite from it. Seojun gave you an icy stare as if he was telling you to stay away. "Did you get Jukyung home?" Suho asked him. Your ears perked up as you glanced over to see what Seojun was going to say.
"No, I don't know where she went" he says. Suho doesn't say anything all he does is nod. Jukyung was probably hurt that Suho didn't mention that he was finally coming back after so long. "Suho?" You said his name as Seojun threw glares at you. "Shouldn't you go to Jukyung?" You ask him. His face went cold, he still clearly cared about her but why was he pushing himself away from her.
"Yeah just leave! We don't want you here!" Seojun says pushing him towards the door. "Says the guy that's been making his girlfriend feel like shit" he says. They both turn to look at you to make the decision, "both of you out I to get ready" you say pushing the two of them out the door. "Ready for what? Can I join?" Seojun says as you shut the door.
You sink yourself into the warm bath finally having some time for relaxing and time for yourself. Just as you close your eyes the door opens.
You scream throwing the shampoo bottle at the door. "GET OUT!!!!" You scream. "It's me! Sorry!" Seojun says. In embarrassment you sink into the bath covering yourself with all the bubbles. "Why are you being shy for? It's not the first time I see you naked" he says kneeling down in front of you. You splash water on him, "why are here" you tell him. "I want to know why you are getting ready" he says kissing your forehead. This guy is unbelievable you thought.
"A date" his face falls. "Honey I don't remember asking you out on a date" he says. "Well honey, its not with you" you jokingly fire back. You liked it when Seojun became jealous it was cute.
"Tell me! Whose the jerk that's taking my girl out" he says in a jealous tone. "I won't leave until you tell me" he says.
"I'm meeting Taehoon"
"Why?"
"Choi Sooah"
"Can I come?"
"No"
"Why not?"
"Just cuz"
"I'm coming"
"No"
"Yes"
Even when things get tough you always know that Seojun is going to unconditionally love you.
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I have major writers block! Sorry for the late updates
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Fanfiction"I couldn't tell at the time but you slowly became my happiness,"
