euphoria: han seojun

that kiss

The day after you hadn't called Seojun to talk about had happened that night. He didn't understand what you had told him.

But what you didn't notice that Seojun was left overthinking about your last sentence. His mind went back to the kiss as he started hopping like the happy little boy he was.

He wanted to be the first one to ever kiss you, he already had everything planned but you beat him to it and just kissed him. Originally he had planned to take you to the Ferris wheel that was at then amusement park. Many Japanese high school couples go there and kiss for the first time saying it will bring their relationship good luck.

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You woke up although you barely even slept a wink. How could you when you had your first kissed with the boy you liked. Let alone you confessed that you loved him.

You took out your phone and dialed Sooah's number. The time zone wasn't that much different so she was probably already out. "Y/n hello! Are you okay isn't it like 7am over there?" She asks feeling worried about you. "I kissed him and told him I loved him" you confessed to her. The other line went silent that you almost thought she had hung up on you. "YOU DID WHAT!!!!" you hear not only her, but Soojin and Jukyung say. You pout crying to her, "did he say it back?" Sooah asks. "I said it in Japanese so he didn't understand," you cry to her.

"JUKYUNG AND YOURE TELLING US NOW!!!" You hear Sooah yell at Jukyung. You couldn't help but start to panic despite not knowing what was going on. "Y/n I want you to stay calm." Soojin suddenly say in the phone. That only made you even more anxious. "Soojin what is going on!" You ask her but still got no answer.

"Ju was on the phone with Suho who had the speaker on...." There was a long pause after that. "Seojun may or may not have heard you say you love him" your world comes clashing down. You hang up the phone, your cheeks were flushing red with embarrassment, you knew you couldn't face him. "Ma if Seojun comes by don't open the door!!!" You call out to your mother but no answer.

You start pacing up and down your room trying to come up with a cover up. You mentally cursed yourself for telling him you loved him when you've only been dating for a few months it hasn't been a year!! You were going insane when Yuki and Sakura came to your window. "Are you okay?" Sakura asks you as they both crawl up the window. You filled them in on what had just happened and instead of being supportive they started laughing. "You messed up! Worst case scenario he dumps you" Yuki says trying her best to console you.

Just as you were finally starting to calm down your grandma came into your room, "Seojun is at the door" she says. You scream into your pillow while Sakura and Yuki fix up your appearance a little bit. "If he liked the kiss, kiss him again and make him forget about the I love you" Sakura explains her idea. There's no way Seojun was going to forget it especially if he heard it from you clearly.

You anxiously make your way over to the door, Yuki and Sakura were going to be in your until you came back to give them all the details. There he was standing outside wearing his favorite jacket even though it was kinda hot outside. "Mind if we go on a walk?" He asks taking your hand leading you down the street. You nodded taking his hand and holding it tight trying your best to not show him how nervous you were.

He was also very nervous, as he didn't know what to say after witnessing what had happened on the phone. He didn't mean to overhear your conversation with the girls he just walked in at the wrong time. Deep down it made him really happy that he couldn't wait to tell you the same thing.

The both of you continued walking in silence until Seojun finally decided to break it. "Y/n I'm sorry for eavesdropping on your conversation" he suddenly apologized to you. You were taken aback by this sudden response. That you couldn't help but chuckle at him patting his head, "it's okay I was going to tell you eventually it was just not the right time," you say continuing to look forward, you didn't want to look at him afraid of what his fascial expression looked like.

Seojun placed his open hand on your head, "I love you too," he whispers so lowly that you almost missed it. You were overjoyed but didn't want to show it. You turned to look at him, "I love you so much!" You say hugging him. He smiles at you taking in all the cuteness you were radiating. If he knew that those 3 words were going to make you the happiest person in the world he would have said it sooner.

Seojun cupped your face, "I couldn't see it last night since it was so dark," he says as he presses his lips against yours. You shut your eyes lightly kissing him back taking in all the love he was giving you. Your first kiss and the rest of the kisses to come you'd hope Seojun would be the one to give them to you.

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As you made your way back home to have some lunch Ryu was standing in front of the door. Seojun had told you last night how Ryu made him feel so much doubt in the relationship and now he didn't like that Ryu got close to you knowing that you were already taken by Seojun.

Seojun held your hand tightly as you both walked up to Ryu. "Y/n I need to talk to you. It's important" he tells you with desperation in his tone. You glanced over at Seojun who was glaring at Ryu. But you knew you had to talk to Ryu and set your boundaries straight. Especially if you wanted Ryu to continued being your friend. 

"Go talk to him, I'll be okay" Seojun says intertwining his fingers with yours. You smiled giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Okay I'll be back soon!" You tell him as you made your way over to Ryu to see what he wanted to tell you.

If what Yuki and Sakura told you was true, the you had a pretty good idea of what he wanted to tell you.

Ryu smiled at you as you approached him.

"Y/n there's something I've been meaning to tell you."

If this would have happened a while ago you would of accepted him but now you were ready to reject him even if it costed your friendship with him.

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