Hayes Grier imagines

Kidnapped

I woke up sore and bleeding from my right hip almost fully naked except the bra and underwear I was still wearing. It happened again like every night, it was always the same damn thing, get abused, get raped, put on something to cover up myself, fall asleep.

Hayes had kidnapped 3 years ago and everyday he'd do the same thing to me. When he wasn't harassing me he would sit still in his bed writing in a book for about half an hour and then get food, then it was my time.

I never knew what he was writing about, probably the new sex position he was gonna make me try that night but God I hated that boy with all my guts, every last bone in my body almost shook just at the sight of him.

"Oh honey, it's time" hayes yelled from the hallway just outside before swinging the always cold door open grabbing my arm and yanking me too his room.

And it started, hell time for me, fun time for Hayes.

*next day*

Hayes has written in his book today and instead of eating and coming up to torture me, he went out for the night so I took it as an opportunity to find out what was in the cold brown blank cover book.

"Don't do anything you'll regret honey or we'll have a problem now won't we" Hayes said lifting my chin too look into his bright crystal blue orbs sending shivers down my spine.

Turning on his heels and walking out the door he was gone. I ran up the stairs into the Devils room and started searching. It didn't take me long to find the leather covered book in his desk drawer.

Opening the book to the latest page he had written in which was only an hour ago to read the shocking book entry.

~ January 26 2013~

She looked so beautiful in only her sweatpants and old t-shirt today.

Her bright but dirty blonde hair tied up into a messy knot on the top of her head.

She was flawless without even trying.

I don't know why I do this to her, rape her everynight, harm her, make her do everything only to be tortured. I honestly don't want to do this but I feel like this is the only way of keeping her around if I stop she will think I'm soft and will run off, then I could let her go and tell everyone about me or I could kill her but I don't have the guts to do either of those.

The only way to make her stay is too make her scared so she won't try running.

She's the one, sure I have had many girls in the past but I don't get the same rush when I touch her body, It terrifies me to hurt her but I do anyways and I guilt myself everynight for it leaving scars on my wrist because of how much I hate myself for hurting her

I just wish that one day i can kiss her, yes we have never kissed before I wouldn't steal that I wanted it to be special not forced.

But most of all I want her to love me the way that-

"I love her" his soft voice spoke from behind me.

I turned quickly to see him standing in the doorway repeating the last three words of the books writing.

"Hayes I-"

" listen (Y/N) I love you and I hate myself for scaring you and harming you an I cut almost everyday for it, I want you too love me, I never planned for it to be this way but I would constantly follow you around tand you never noticed me and I tried everything and I didn't know what to do until I thought to just steal you and I did which I then realized if your not scared you'll run off and tell the police and I can't go to jail so I'd have to kill you and I don't have the guts to do that at all, so I scared you so you wouldn't think about running away, but the truth is while I was harming you, raping you and making you my slave I love you and I want you to love me back but your scared of me and it all just turned into a big mess"

I couldn't take it anymore, his words sounded so soft and sweetly said, he had a waterfall of tears escaping his eyes by the time he was done talking, almost dropping to the floor.

I just feel so bad and besides all of the thing he's done to me in the past years he's a super nice guy which I have noticed before all of this and it kills me to say it after everything bad that has happened but,

" I Love you too Hayes"

With that he stared up looking into my blue orbs, me staring into his.

I couldn't handle it, I ran up to the changed boy grabbing his shirt with a tight grip and smashing my lips into his making it last around a minute to realease only to catch my breath.

"I love you too hayes" repeating myself only whispering this time

And with that we kissed again only not breaking this time for a good 2 minutes,

And from that day forward Hayes didn't harm me one bit, he protected me and loved me till the day we both died.

****A/N*************

Ily guys so much thank you so much for 1K reads it means a lot and I know I'm not keeping up with the schedule I promised but I've been stressed out with school cuz my teacher sucks and I need to raise my grades so updates will be randomly

Again thank you all who had read my book ily all 😘👌❤️💖💘💖