Chapter 14

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💚Harry's pov 💚
I was downstairs, with the boys , and the girls , we were already waiting for the dinner , but I was starting to get worried, my sister didn't came down , I didn't heard her since the ride home , so I just went upstairs with Lottie because she knew where the room was, obviously, but I didn't, because it was a little far away from Louis ' room , so I just followed her.
We entered the room and nothing ,she wasn't there , we tried on the backyard, in all of the rooms , but we didn't look on the bathroom, so we went to the bathroom but it was locked, weird ," Diana are you in there ?" I yelled , but nothing, not even the sound of her moving
" Diana , please don't play with us , tell us anything just to let us know that you're in there " Lottie said but nothing as well
I was getting really nervous, and worried.
" does your mom have a second key ?" I asked
" yeah I think so , just in case , one of us loose the key she has the second one " Lottie said
I nodded and went to ask Johanna , she went to get the key , " here sweetheart "she said, giving me the key
" why do you need a key ? " Niall asked
" because I think Diana it's locked on the bathroom and she didn't answered our questions and I'm really worried " I said
" oh shit " Niall said almost whispering " I'll go with you I wanna see what's happening " he said , I just shrugged, and he followed me .
I tried , and tried to open the door, but she had the key on the other side of the door , so I can't open, but I insisted , it's my sister there , I tried a couple more times, and I heard the key falling to the floor
" yes" I whispered in victory
So I turn the key , and open the door .
When I opened the door , I froze , I could not believe what was in front of me , my jaw dropped, and the my salty tears started to fall.
I heard Lottie screaming, she was terrified
" NO NO NOOO NO " Niall said in panic
I saw my sister on the floor with a blood all around her , I look at the sink and saw a razor, why would she do that , I thought she was happy .
" CALL 911 NOW " I yelled in panic
Liam heard and called
" but why ?" Louis asked , when he came and saw her, he was shocked " holy fuck "
" what happened kids ?" Louis' mom asked , but she saw the scene , and she was almost having a heart attack " oh my god , no " she said with her hands covering her mouth
" they are on their way " Liam said
" oh thank god " I said , I went to check her pulsation , she was still breathing, slowly but breathing .
" is she breathing ?!" Nial asked in panic
" yes slowly but yeah " I said 
A couple minutes after they were here , they put her inside of the ambulance
" someone here is her relative?" The paramedic said
" me , I'm her brother " I said quickly
" ok sir , so you come with us " he said
" don't worry hazz we coming behind on my mom's car , we'll be there " Louis said
I nodded and walked inside of the ambulance
I was looking at her and saw the tears stains on her cheeks , her wrists were bandaged to stop the blood , she was a mess
Why ?She tried to kill herself ,Wasn't she happy? I thought she was , I know people get mad sometimes like her did on the car ride but I thought that was normal,something that upset her but not to the point of she try suicide , she was smiling when we were on the arena and happy and all of the sudden she's trying to get to heaven.
Why she didn't thought of me of us of her family, we love her , did she forget about the people that loves her ? It's so unfair , and sad , a girl in such a young age tried to kill herself .
I followed her and the paramedics, but they didn't let me pass trough the doors
" why can't I come with her she's my sister " I said crying
" I'm sorry sir but she needs a surgery right now " they said quickly, before disappearing trough the doors
I was alone in the hall crying, until I heard the voices of my band mates
" HARRY!" They yelled giving me a group hug
" how's Diana?" Niall asked in panic
" she's- she's in surgery " I said sobbing
" in surgery?! Oh Jesus Christ " Lottie said with her hands on her head
" why did she try to kill herself?! I don't understand, I don't see the reason why ? " Niall said
" yeah she looked happy and messing with us " Louis said looking down
" yeah it's the question that doesn't want to leave my mind " I said

We waited for hours and hours , I was sitting on the floor with my head on my knees, Nialler was sitting on the chair crying with his head on his hands , I don't know why, like they weren't even close, and she's my sister not his , but ok weird .... zayn fell asleep on Liam's shoulder, Lottie was crying softly on louis chest , while Johanna was comforting them .
What it's supposed to say to my mom?! I'm fucked up , she's my responsibility, and I wasn't able to protect her , to stop her .... and I hope that the tabloids don't fucking discover that, they discovered already my little sister that I was trying to hide from the public eye , so that she can have a normal life , but they discovered her , I don't know how , but they did .
I was trying to decide if I call my mom or not, I must be dead after the call , I bet that she will kill me for not be able to protect her, I took a deep breath and I pressed on her number
1 ring
2 rings
3 rings

" hello ?" She said
Oh fuck she picked up, ok harry breath .
" m-mom" my voice cracked
" yeah , what's wrong baby are you crying, are you okay ?"
" yeah I-I'm ok , but ...."
" but what ? HARRY EDWARD STYLES YOURE SCARING ME "
" Di-Diana's not "
" wh-what ?! What happened to her , harry ?" She said hyperventilating
" don't kill me , I didn't know " I started
" Harry . What . Did. You. Do?" She said I started crying more that I was before
" nothing mom , but I didn't know , she - she " I tried to say
" she what harry "
" she locked herself in the ba-bathroom at Louis' house, and she tried to kill herself " I said sobbing
" WHAT ?! Why ?! Is she ok ? Where is she ?"
" I'm sorry " I said crying
" baby it's not you're fault ok you didn't know like you said "
" she's at the hospital , in surgery "
" but how did you find , how did she did it , and why ?" My mom said crying
" she wasn't coming down to have dinner and me and Lottie, Louis' sister went to find her, to see if she was ok , but she wasn't in the room , backyard on the other rooms, so we went to the bathroom that was the only place left to look , and she was there on the floor with blood all around her , it was fucking scary , mom , and I don't know why , she doesn't talk to me .... "
" Jesus ....... " she whispered shocked " why ? I thought she was happy like in her little world "
" I don't know mom that it's the question that I ask myself " I said
" I'm coming to see her ok not now because it's late , but tomorrow I'll be there " she said
" ok I'll keep you updated " I said hanging up
We were still waiting, but while that I saw a photo that my mom sent me, on my phone, some weeks ago , that she said that she found it , it's a photo of me and my sister when we were younger

 " she whispered shocked " why ? I thought she was happy like in her little world " " I don't know mom that it's the question that I ask myself " I said " I'm coming to see her ok not now because it's late , but tomorrow I'll be there " she said "...

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I started crying, this was my favorite photo of us two , she was so tiny , so cute , I miss her ..... around me .
" what wrong?" Lottie asked
" my mom sent me this " I said turning the phone to her
" omg awwww is that Diana and you ?" I nodded
" let me see " Louis said " awwww "
Then all of them were looking at the picture
" awwwwww"
" so cute "
" you're were so cute in that picture "
Was all that I herd them say
Then a couple of minutes after, a doctor walk into the room .
" Diana Styles ?"
" here" I said walking to him , with the boys behind me
" so I have bad and good news..." he started " well the good news are that , she survived and the surgery was a success "
" oh thank god " I said crying of happiness
" omg yes " Niall said wiping the tears
" and the bad news .... " he stopped and looked at us with a apologetic look " she's on a coma " he said " she lost too much blood , and she was extremely weak, we have to do it or she died " he said
That was the moment that I broke down completely.....

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