Sbi Oneshots

Im Sorry Wil ~ A and F

Tw
Self Harm, Eating Disorder, Scars, Cuts, Razor Blades

Tommy POV

  I wake up in a panic. I realized that I  just had a nightmare and look over to my clock. It's around 2:30 a.m. I couldn't go back to sleep so i decided to edit a video that I was gonna post tomorrow. I also had to stream tomorrow so hopefully I don't look too tired.

~Time Skip~

I finished editing and checked the time. It read 4:07 a.m. I considered going back to sleep but I knew i couldn't. So I went downstairs to find Phil watching tv. I didn't want him to know that I was awake so I slowly went upstairs so the floor wouldn't creek.

I just sat there while my stomach demanded food. I contemplated eating but the voices were telling me no.

Dont eat Tommy you're already too fat

No im not

Yes you are Tommy

No get out of my head. Get out, Get out, Get out.

Tommy you never listen to me. I know what is best for you just listen.

I went to go measure myself on the scale and the number went up by 2 from the last time I measured my weight.

You see Tommy if you continue eating that number is going to go up even more. If you just listen to me you will become skinny like you want.

I started crying, how did the number go up by 2. In the corner of my eye I see a shiny piece of metal.

Do  it Tommy. You would feel much better. Just listen to me and do it.

I started getting up to grab the piece of metal.

Just do it already.

I grab it and just stare at it in my hand.

Hurry up you are taking forever just do it.

I look at my wrists already covered in cuts and scars. I do one cut at it hurt for a second. Then another one, and another one.

3...
7...
9...
14...

I was so focused on my cuts that i didn't realize that there was a knock at my door.

Wilburs POV

I knock on Tommys door and get no response so i walk in his room and don't see him in his bed. I hear whimpering and look over to see the bathroom light on.

I walk over to the bathroom and knock on the door. Tommy are you ok.

Clearing his tears Tommy replies. Yeah i'm good Wil.

I don't believe you Tommy i'm coming in.

No really i'm fine don't come in.

I burst open the door to see Tommy there covered in blood.

Tommy POV

Wil
bursts through the door and looks at me in panic.

Tommy are you ok what happened.

Then he looks at my hand and sees the silver razor blade. Oh my Tommy. Im so sorry I didn't realize earlier.

I was shocked to hear that. I thought he was going to get mad at me. And before I know it Wil engulfed me in his arms giving me a warm and comforting hug.

Im sorry Wil. Im so sorry.

Its ok Tommy i'm just going to go get dad.

No please don't go get dad.

You see its all your fault. You are making them worry. Wil wouldn't have walked in on you if you would of done it faster like I told you. Why don't you ever listen to me.

Philza POV

I hear someone running down the stairs. Wil why are you running down the stairs right now its like 5 in the morning.

Dad come upstairs quick Tommy is hurt. As soon as I hear that I get up quickly and go up the stairs fast. I follow Wil and he led me to Tommy covered in blood.

Tommy are you ok what happened. as I say that I see  a shiny thing in his hand and tears running down his face. Tommy are you ok i'm so sorry I didn't notice earlier.

No it's my fault dad i'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you. You guys weren't even supposed to find out. Tommy says while wiping tears from his face.

No its not your fault, you were struggling and i didn't notice. Then I sit next to Tommy and give him a long hug.

Word count: 760

A/N: This is my first book so if you have and constructive criticism feel free to tell me. This also isn't proof read so there might be some spelling mistakes.