Sbi Oneshots

Oh Ana ~ A

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Anorexia, Throwing up, Yelling

Tommy POV

ommy, Tommy. Wil says trying to get my attention. Yeah Wil, I say. Are you gonna eat your food, you have only taken one bite. Wil asked me. Yeah i'm just not that hungry right now.

I knew that I was just going to throw it up later. I had to restart my progress of three days to "eat" this so I was mad about that.

I ate four more bites and asked to be excused. I clean off my plate and head upstairs. I go straight to my bathroom and weigh myself.

That's too high of a number

I know i'm sorry I say in my head as I get down and put my head near the toilet.

Throw it up. Right now. Do it.

I stick my fingers in the back of my throat and start gagging. Soon enough I throw up. I brush my teeth so my breath doesn't smell bad and go to my room.

Techno POV

I was in my room eating by myself because I don't like being near people. I was playing Minecraft but I didn't put on my headphones.

Me and Tommys room are right next to each other and we share a bathroom.

I was Just farming my potatoes when I hear gagging and coughing. I crossed my mind and then realized that had to be Tommy. I decided to confront him about it later.

~ Time Skip ~

I go into Tommys room and asked him about it. He denied all of it. Tommy I know what you were doing. I used to struggle with an eating disorder too. It helps if you tell someone, so Tommy did you.

He said yes and I gave him a hug. Tommy it gets better I promise. Thank you for trusting me. I will try to help you.

Tommy POV

Thank you Techno, I love you. I love you too Tommy he says walking out of my room.

I feel bad for Techno, I didn't know he went through the same thing and I don't want him to worry about me.

~ Time Skip ~

I guess Techno told Phil because he came up and told me that he would try to help me as much as he could.

Once Phil leaves I go into Technos room. WHY DID YOU TELL DAD. I TRUSTED YOU AND YOU WENT AND TOLD HIM. Tommy you need to get help. I DON'T NEED TO GET HELP I COULD OF FIXED IT MYSELF. BUT NO YOU HAD TO GET DAD INVOLVED AND NOW ITS BECOME A BIG DEAL. I HATE YOU TECHNO. I say storming out of his room.

I just sit on my floor and cry. Why did he have to tell dad. I can fix it myself. I want to be in control. I can do it. I don't want anyone to help me. I didn't even want anyone to find out. Why did he tell. I trusted him.

I end up crying myself to sleep. Once I woke up I realized I was in my bed so someone had to move me from the floor to here. Im guessing it was probably Techno.

Even though I don't want help I kind of want it at the same time. I want to be normal. I want to be able to eat without throwing up. I want to be able to like my body.

I will try to get better. For Techno, and for me.

Word Count: 601

A/N: if y'all have requests I will most likely do them so please comment some.