I Wish I Could Fly Part 2 ~ A

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TW/CW: Talk of self harm, Self Harm, Death

3rd person

~Two months later~

  No one on the dsmp have streamed for 2 months. They will post occasionally but not a lot. They are lucky that the fanbase is patient with them.

  It sucks to loose a loved one, especially when you could of saved them. Wilbur was the most effected by this. He couldn't even get out of bed most days. He wouldn't even take his meds. His anxiety got a lot worse and so did his depression.

  He couldn't go to sleep because every time he did it was always a nightmare of Tommy. His brother he could of saved. He always felt so guilty. Like it was his fault he wasn't fast enough. He couldn't talk Tommy out of it.

Wilbur POV

"Its my fault" I mumble as i stand up to go to the bathroom. I just sit on the floor crying a river. Its my fault. I killed Tommy because i wasn't fast enough. Because I couldn't talk him out of it. I start to go over to my secret stash of blades that haven't been used in a while.

Do it
Just hurry up
Hurry
Cut
Do it
You know it will make you feel better

I grab the blade and roll up my sleeve to reveal a lot of old scars. I hold it to my wrist and cut.

1 cut
5 cuts
8 cuts
15 cut
15 became 23
and 23 became 32

My arm is pouring out blood. A lot more than i thought it would. It starts to get all over the floor while my vision becomes blurry. Black splotches begin to appear and before you know it im passed out.

Techno POV

I try to go to the bathroom but the door is locked. "Wil are you in there." No response. "Willllll hurry up." Still no response. I start to see blood come out from under the door. "Wil im coming in." I go in to see Wil on the floor unconscious, covered with blood and a blade on the floor.

"Oh no" I think to myself "PHILLLLL HELP" I yell in a serious tone.

I hear Phil running up the stairs very fast. He runs around the corner to see me sitting on the floor holding Wil. "PHIL CALL 911." Phil brings out his phone and starts dialing 911.

A/N: sorry i haven't updated this in a while i have lost motivation and have been really busy. I will continue this book, thank yall for being so patient.

Word count: 434

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