Trying Without Knowing How

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Billie's POV

I never thought I'd be the type of person to sit on the floor and try to build a block tower.

But here I was, knees aching, fingers fumbling with bright plastic pieces that refused to click together the way I wanted.

Skylar was watching me, eyes wide and curious, but still a little guarded.

"Like this," I said, forcing a smile and stacking two blocks. "See? Boom. Tower."

She didn't say anything. Just picked up a red block, turning it over and over in her small hands.

After a moment, she reached out and added it to my tower.

It wobbled dangerously.

"Whoa, careful!" I said, my voice softer than usual.

Skylar giggled a tiny, honest laugh that felt like sunlight breaking through a storm.

I wanted to tell her I didn't know what I was doing. That I had no idea how to be any kind of mom or guardian or whatever this was supposed to be.

But I didn't.

Instead, I just kept building blocks with her.

Mackenzie came in, clutching a crumpled drawing she'd made earlier.

"Look," she said, pressing it into my hands. "For you."

It was messy scribbles and colors everywhere, but there was a big smiley face in the middle.

"Thank you," I said, feeling my throat tighten.

For the first time since this all started, I felt like maybe, just maybe, this was okay.

Like maybe these kids these little tornadoes
weren't the problem.

Maybe I was.

And maybe that wasn't so bad.

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