don't forget me //hyunlix//

eleven

third person pov

It was a week after Hyunjin had killed himself and all of the boys were just mourning. Some in different ways than others.

Changbin had decided to go to the gym to left off steam. While Chan, Seungmin, and Jeongin were watching old videos of Hyunjin. Minho and Jisung spent time together doing things like board games. Felix on the other hand refused to leave his room.

He felt awful since they had found Hyunjin's lifeless body on the bathroom floor. His pain was different than the rest. He didn't only feel the heartbreak of losing Hyunjin, he felt the guilt that he "cheated" on Hyunjin with Changbin.

Felix knew that Hyunjin loved him. He knew that the boy would do anything for him. But still he kissed Changbin and started dating him.

So there he was, sitting on his bedroom floor, sobbing. He had cried so much that all that came out were whimpers. He wiped the tears flowing down his cheeks and noticed something weird on his desk.

On top of his desk was a small stack of white envelopes sealed with a little red heart sticker each. 'What are these?' He thought to himself picking them up. Holding onto to the envelopes, he flopped back on his bed.

With the utmost care he opened the first envelope. Reading through the letters that Hyunjin wrote him were like stabs to the heart. But at the same time they were healing. It was a little nice for Felix to know that Hyunjin forgave him. But that didn't help that Hyunjin felt as though he was a burden and didn't tell anyone about his problems.

'Why couldn't I just be there for him? Why? Why? Why'

Felix said slowly getting quieter until he was whispering.

'I'm sorry. please.'

Felix whispered, hugging the letters that Hyunjin had left him. He curled up into a ball and sobbed to himself. The more he cried the more numb he became to the feeling of pain.

So now Felix just laid there, too tired to move from his bed. But every time he closed his eyes an image of Hyunjin laying next to him under the stars appeared. All he could do was lay there, staring at the ceiling, wishing for Hyunjin back.

I wasn't going to originally post a chapter like this but it was requested by RanaQassim . Im glad they did, I think it is the perfect end to this story. Anyways this is the end! If you want to check some of my other hyunlix book, it would be greatly appreciated:]