blind love (little nightmares)

sing me a song

Janitor POV

I chuckle "im not great at singing sweetie" I said as I pat her head
"Please dad!" I heard her say as I sigh "fine but only a quick one I'm very tired" I said as I sit up trying to think of a song to sing the only one that came to me was the song I listened to on the television "having a nightmare in a boat...come with me oh no no no he's gone he's hang he's gone don't leave me no more bellman among our sea.." I singed I knew I probably made her ears bleed but to my surprise the only thing I heard from her were her snores I smile and lay down hugging Emily gently as to not hurt her

Bellman's POV
After sitting at a desk all day with barely anything to do I go to my little closet I call my room I lay down on my small bed so small I had to pull my legs up to my chest I sigh as I tried to fall asleep but I kept thinking of Roger thinking of hugging him, kissing him I just wanted to love him to never feel alone again but what if he didn't like me back? He did saw what i looked like when he still had his eyes...i saw the fear and that fear broke my heart every night I have the same memory of Roger looking at me only for his eyes to fill with fear i knew i was hideous to him and the children I just wanted life to go back to how it was before...where roger would be happy to see me all I would see...all I could see was happiness in his eyes...happy to see his friend and I was happy to see my crush...my love. I couldn't sleep though I don't know why but I just couldn't stop thinking of roger.

The next day

Janitor's pov

I hadn't gotten much sleep last night and Emily didn't help much but it wasn't her fault I don't know why she's getting so many nightmares it worried me I just wanted her to sleep well and not wake up with another nightmare it always broke my heart hearing her cry. Why couldn't I sleep though? Oh yeah cause I couldn't stop thinking of bellman but why? Why was I falling in love with him? It didn't matter I needed to tell him...but what if he says he doesn't like me back or worse what if he doesn't want to be friends anymore? No I can't just keep hiding my feelings I thought I could but I can't I can't even sleep anymore I had to tell him but..no I'll tell him at 12:00 pm when the kids are asleep i will tell him...I have to tell him