THE GIRL ON THE SIDE IS Bella
Jacob(pov): the reason why I didn't go straight home is because when I was waiting on my mom to come get me since she took my car due to bad grades. I saw that rosie was leaving out the school extra late and it was getting dark rosie was walking by her self so I decided I would join her just to make sure she got home safe. weird right? im suppose to hate her. but the thing is .. I don't I actually care about rosie ALOT. I know yall think im prolly lying cause if I care about her why would I make her life a living hell. honestly its hurts me more than it hurts her when I do those things. its like everytime I see rosie she makes my heart race. corny? yea I know but when I get around her all my feeling start rushing around and I don't know what to do that's why I just be mean to her. oh yea and I have a small case of a bipolar disorder but the thing is I take my medication and iv had it for so long iv grown to learn how to control it but soon as rosie comes around I loose all control its like she has this feeling that takes over my body. but I know rosie is scared of me I could see it in her eyes. I just have to find away to help me control my feeling because I cant hurt her anymore. anyways im walking into my house now late because I decided I would walk since I left the school already. once I came in the questions started. ughh.
Mrs. Perez.(Jacob's Mom Theresa): Jacob Oh gosh! where have you been ?!.
Jacob: I decided I would walk home instead.
Mrs. Perez : well what took you so long you had me worried sick!
Jacob: im sorry, mom im fine.....im going up to my room.
And Without Waiting For A Response I headed up stairs to my room. soon Sandra came up and brought me dinner.
"you know if anything is wrong you can tell me right?" Sandra said while placing my food down on my desk.
Jacob : yea I know Sandra :)
"alright good night. " Sandra said while closing the door after she gave me one of her perfect smiles.
Sandra is like a maid I guess. she cleans up and cooks and does most of the shopping for food. and a lot of other stuff. but I really wouldn't call Sandra a maid because thats not what she is too me and mom. Sandra is actually part of the family. she lives here too. I love Sandra shes so cool and understanding you can tell her anything shes always here for me when I need her. shes like an older sister. shes always here to keep me company In this big house when my mom isn't home. but I just cant tell my mom about how I feel towards rosie because she will get scared and think that I cant handle my self around her which I cant but I will learn how. I just laid there in my bed then drifted off to sleep thinking about rosie.
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Jacob(pov): well today is Friday and iv been doing my best to avoid rosie so I wont hurt her. its been real hard but I managed to do it. my boys prod,roc and ray seems to enjoy not bulling rosie. and I do to. they don't know about my feelings for her tho. they don't even know im a bipolar. anyways today I gotta stay after school for this tutoring thing. because my grades gotta get better in order for me to stay on the basketball team. I doubt coach would kick me off tho not to sound cocky or anything but im the best player this team has. but don't get me wrong im far from stupid. its just I cant concentrate anymore all I think about is rosie. ughh. well anyways now im in the library waiting on my tutor. soon as i lifted my head up. there stood the love of my life. rosie. she looked at me with mixed emotions.
Rosie(pov): soon as i got to the library Mrs.Williams Told me i had to totur the person at table 3 soon as i got over there i saw a kid with a curly afro with his head down. he lifted his head up and i saw jacob. i didnt know how to feel at this point one part of me was surprised cause i didnt expect to see him here. another part of me was scared because i didnt know how he would react. and the other part was sorta happy. for some reason now when i get around jacob i feel butterflies i my stomach until he does something to embrace me.
"umm hi rosie" i said with a smile. i was a little nervous and thats weird cause no girl has ever gotten me nervous before.
"hi" she replied shyly with a smile. then she pulled out a chair and sat down right on the other side of the table. i wasnt the least bit surprised because after all she is scared of me.
"i guess we should get started now.."
"yea we should " i said agreeing
" what do you need help with?" she asked.
"everything." i lied i really dont need help with anything i just have to pay attention more. but if needing help was going to give me time with her alone. then thats what will happen.
she giggled that perfect laugh of hers then spoke.
"alright well how about we start with chemistry? "
"thats cool."
we studied for about 2 hours. normally i would have been lost my mind by now. but i didnt because the way rosie explains things are so clam and understanding. i caught on to everything fast. now she helped me a little with everything but her time was up to tutor me. i sighed as she packed her things up.
"ummm bye sir."
I put my head down in shame remembering how i made her call me sir.
"no, call me jacob."
she smiled real big which cause me to smile also. i love seeing rosie smile while her deep dimples cave in.
"well bye jacob. :)"
i smiled then said " bye rosie."
she turned and walked out of the library. little while later my mom came to get me. today was a great day I spent hours with rosie and didn't once harm her or be mean. I found away to help me control my feelings for her. I just express my self through poems. now I just need to make her comfortable around me.
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