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Prod(pov): it was about 7:30pm and i was sitting on the beach ready to watch the sun go down. the beach was completely empty. i love coming here it helps me think. i haven't spoken to my bestfriends, my bros the ones i grew up with. you know how frustrating that is? but I know right from wrong and what roc did was wrong. I swear sometimes I think he doesn't even have a heart. I closed my eyes and relaxed on the sand until some one jumped on top of me. it scared the shit out of me. I popped my eyes open to see a laughing Bella.
Prod:what the fuck was that bella?! you scared the shit out of me.
she just continued to laugh hysterically.
"that potty mouth has to go." she said shaking her head and still laughing.
" yea whatever." I said still a lil mad. but she just wouldn't stop laughing. I have to admit that laugh was so adorable.
"awww little prod is angry." she said while poking my cheek.
Prod: oh so you think its funny?
she just continued to laugh. mhm I got something for her.
I pulled her in reaching distance while she was still on my lap then I tickled the shit out of her. if she wants to laugh ima give her something to laugh about. she laughed uncontrollably.
Bella: okay, okay im sorry! please stop I can't breath!
I didn't listen I just continued to tickle her till she turned red from all the laughing. once I stop she tried to attack me so I grabbed her hands and pent her down on the sand with me hovering over her. and she looked up at me with those pretty green eyes. that was so unique iv never seen a black well half black girl with green eyes. wow why am I just know noticing how beautiful she is?
Bella: so are you just gone hold me down like this all day?
Prod: I could!.....but I won't.
I got off of her and helped her get up.
Prod: come on, lets take a walk.
she smiled real big and grabbed onto my hand. we walked along the shore of the beach with the water hitting our bare feet. she had her head on my shoulder. it just felt so perfect. we walked in pure silence before she broke it.
Bella: why are you at the beach this late?
I sighed.
Prod: just a place where I can come and clear my head.
she nodded then turned her head back towards the water.
Prod: how about you?
Bella: I just like how calm it is at night. its so peaceful.
I smiled. she was right.
Bella: you ever wanted a pet monkey?
I laughed at her randomness.
Prod: you are just too cute.
-Meanwhile-
Jacob: okay bae just come straight in when you get here because aint nobody here to answer the door and im about to take a shower.
Rosie: okay babe ill be there in a few.
Jacob: ill be waiting.
I smiled then hung up the phone. I can't wait till she comes over here I haven't spend time with her alone in a while. I grabbed my towel. and headed off towards the bathroom. I was just going to take a night shower to wash all this basketball sweat off of me.
Rosie(Pov): I grabbed my purse. and hopped inside the car with Anna.
Anna: so when will you be back home?
Rosie: in the morning right before mom gets home from work.
Anna: and what if she comes home early?
Rosie: then cover for me!
Anna: okay, okay I got you.
we pulled up into Jacob's driveway.
Rosie: thanks bye Anna.
Anna: bye chica. have fun. but not too much fun.
she winked and I giggled as she drove off. I walked up to the door. and twisted the knob then walked straight in just as Jacob told me. once I got in I walked straight up to his room. he wasn't in there. I still heard the shower running so I sat down on the bed. then I got bored so I got up and started looking around on his dresser at his baby pictures. I slowly glanced at each picture on the dresser. he was so freaking adorable the one I loved most is when he had on a superman outfit and was talking on the phone. I giggled alittle as I continued to look at the pictures. then I noticed something. and me being the curious person that I am I picked it up. it was a pill bottle. then I thought back to that day when Sandra asked him did he take his medication. I never really got to find out why he took it. but I guess I am today. I turned the bottle to where I could see the label. then I began to read over it. 'happy pills' is what they were called. (lmfao I couldn't think of nothing!) my mouth dropped wide open. I know those pills all too well. my mom is a nurse and she used to have my dad on them. before he... never mind forget that its another story for another chapter. now back to the happy pills. they are pills to keep you calm from extreme anger. I continued to stare at the pill bottle until.
"what the fuck are you doing?!" screamed Jacob. oh he wanna be mad?! ill show him mad.
"when were you going to tell me?! " I screamed back. he stood there with a towel wrapped around his lower body while still dripping wet. damn. my hormones raised instantly. Jacob was pissed he was turning red like he was going to explode at any given moment. im not even go lie I was scared as hell. he walked towards me and snatched the bottle from my hands.
Jacob: why were you going through my shit?! its none of your fucking business!
Rosie: its none of my business Jacob?! your my boyfriend I think I deserved the right to know.
Jacob: see that's where your wrong... your not my fucking girlfriend I don't re call my self ever asking you out!
at that moment my heart shattered into a million pieces. he was right im not his girlfriend. a few tears slid down my face. and his face softened up.
"I-im s-sorry b-baby." he stuttered while trying to wipe my tears away.
Jacob: I didn't mean it rosie , I swear. I was just upset. please just let me hold you im sorry.
I moved back all the way up to the wall.
"no don't touch me." I said barley over a whisper.
Jacob: baby im sorry..... please believe me I didn't mean it.
I shook my head as tears began to rush down my face. then that's when the unexpected happened. Jacob punched the wall right by my head leaving a huge hole in it. I know for a fact that his hand is broke. he slide down till he hit the ground and he started crying his eyes out.
Jacob: baby, I sorry. please just let me love you.
I sat down right next to him and pulled his head up in my direction. "I forgive you Jacob." I said as I kiss his lips. "its okay." I assure him. as we sat there in each other arms as we cried together. ill never forget this moment. the moment when he yelled at me and the moment he almost hit me. but for now I will forgive. I have to bare with him because he has a serious condition.
Rosie: why didn't you just tell me?
he continued to sob.
Jacob: I-I don't know. im just.....so , so sorry.
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