Frenemies | Tommyinnit x FEM!reader

*First impressions*

TW: Cursing (Thats It..shocker right?)

"TommyInnit"

The name rang through my head. Why was I so nervous? No. I know why I'm so nervous. Most of the people I meet online I don't meet in person- or I don't know I do at least. But here he was, the boy I played Minecraft with this morning. Mere inches away. He doesn't have to know it was me. He wouldn't know I was Y/U/N unless I told him I was. I just wouldn't talk to him. Then he wouldn't know.

"Ello?" I hear a British voice say to me. I aggressively blink, realizing I had been spaced out this whole time. I looked up at the voice and saw the boy- TommyInnit looking at me, concern lacing his features. I took in his features. Fluffy blond hair, like his avatar, red and white shirt like his avatar and pale skin like his avatar. But what stuck out the most, his eyes. His bright blue beautiful eyes. They were mesmerizing. 

"Take a picture it'll last longer." I blinked aggressively once again. "W-what?" is all I'm able to make out. "I said take a picture, it'll last longer." He repeated. "You were staring..".'Shit of course I was..good first impression Y/N' I roll my eyes. "Sorry didn't mean to annoy you I though it maybe it would be funny.." he says apologetically.

  'Shit shit shit shit he thinks I rolled my eyes at him like I was annoyed when I wasn't I was doing it at myself but he doesn't know that...SAY SOMETHINGGGG Y/NNN' I internally panic. "No no no it wasn't you it was me" I rush out, cringing at how my voice shook. It sounded like I just broke up with him. "Ok...?" he says confused. "Did you want to take a picture with me or....?" he says awkwardly, repositioning the way he was sitting.  "Picture?" I couldn't help myself. I laughed. Like it was the funniest thing in the world. Embarrassing myself. In front of the first person I talk to. He looked at me like I was crazy. I couldn't blame him. I would look at myself the same way. "So no picture?

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry it's just-" was all I could say in between laughs and gasping for breathes. He looked like he was debating turning away, acting like the situation never happened. Then he laughed. It was just an awkward chuckle. Maybe he felt just as helpless in this situation as I did. Where you feel like the only thing you can do is laugh. I was finally able to contain myself. "People don't usually....well it's.." I try to say. "It's usually people asking me for the picture so I wasn't used to it." I finally get out. I could have lied. As far as I knew this kid knew nothing about me. But I didn't. And I don't know why I didn't.

Tommy POV

I stared at her laughing her ass off.  I don't know what to say. What was I supposed to say?? I asked if she wanted to take a picture and she starts laughing. This hadn't happened before. Usually people say yes in heart beat. It was always awkward when I met fans but now was even more awkward. She looked so genuinely shocked when I asked if she wanted to take a picture. 

My morning Minecraft high was gone. The joy I felt from playing with Y/U/N was gone. What i'd give to be sitting back at home in front of my PC instead of sitting here in this awkward position. I did the only thing I could think of. I laughed too. It was just a chuckle but better than nothing. She stopped laughing and wiped a tear from her eye. "People don't usually....well it's.." she began saying. I waited for her to finish her sentence. "It's usually people asking me for the picture so I wasn't used to it." I stared at her blankly. Was she some sort of celeb? Did I just embarrass myself in front of a celebrity? I panicked. I had no clue who she was. So I don't know why I did.

 Maybe it was cause I was talking to a girl? TommyInnit gets all the ladies...the persona does. The persona that has an ego bigger than a whale and cracks jokes like it's nothing. But Thomas...Tommy..he wasn't confident. He was awkward and choked trying to ask his teachers something. He didn't get the ladies unless they wanted clout. He was a kid that sat behind his computer playing Minecraft in his spare time. Besides Niki and Minx the only other woman he has talked to was Y/U/N and she could just be a troll. For all I knew I was misgendering them and it was some 60 year old man disguised as a girl on the internet. I was so lost in my thoughts I forgot I was even sitting in front of a woman. I don't even know her name.

"I'm Thomas, but you can call me Tommy" I said breaking the tension between us. "I know. I'm Y/N" she said simply. 'She knew? So she did know who I was.' "I heard your friends earlier say your name.." She explained. 'Oh. So she didn't know..' "You have a very nice name" I said awkwardly, cringing at my half thought out compliment. "Thank you" she smiled. She looked like she was thinking about something. Hard. Debating or something. Did I have the confidence to ask her? No. Would TommyInnit ask? Probably. But Tommyinnit was the persona. Not the real me. More like the real me times 100%.

Y/N POV

I debated telling him who I was. 'Hey I'm actually Y/U/N, the girl you played Hypixel with earlier this morning.' Would he believe me? I mean why wouldn't he? No one else would know who he played with. Frenemies? Was that what we were? I wouldn't consider us full friends or full enemies. So yeah frenemies. A nice in-between. He was a dick online anyway. I don't know why I did it. Why I mustered up the courage. Why I said it the way I did. Why I didn't keep my persona. But I said it.

"Your shit a PVP by the way...I mean I think Y/U/N would know so.."

A/N: Double update pog?? Please don't get used to in my life is a disaster :').  But here is the next chapter! We're finally getting somewhere so that's exciting :) See y'all sooooon

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