Eren's pov
This shit has been rough. I skipped class today. I wasn't in the mood to hear that short fucker. He was always yelling at me and telling me what to do. I know he's related to Mikasa and Y/N... maybe that's why he hates me. Asshole.I think of her often, y/n, of course. I really fucked up with her. But honestly i hate her. I loved her at one point yes and i hated myself for what i did to her. But she didn't even let me explain nor talk to me. Then she left and never came back. Not a call or a message. Only when my mom died, i got a voice message. I cried when i listened to it. Because i remembered i lost her and then i lost my mom. I didn't reply back. I didn't feel like opening a wound that was so close to closing.
Every time i used to think about her it would suck so much that the love i had for her turned into hate. She left me. Yes i fucked up, but she left me all alone. I would never want to see her again. I don't know what i would d-
"Eren?"
That voice. I know that sweet voice. From where i was sitting on the hood of the car, I slowly looked up from the book i was reading, some of the pieces of my hair was falling from my bun but i still had the perfect view to see her. God. She's even more beautiful now. Shut the fuck up, you hate her remember the unknown voice in my head said. Yeah definitely i thought.
"Y/N? is that you" i already knew the answer. But i just really didn't want to be dreaming. She gave me one of her smiles, god the smile that made me weak in the knees, if i wasn't already sitting down i would've collapsed right then and there.
"Yeah, it's me" she says while walking slowly towards me. She kind of looked nervous. Which gave me a boost of confidence. Don't get me wrong i still hate her, but knowing that she gets nervous around me is kind of hot.
"I'm back, i go to school here now. We were all looking for you. We wanted to go to my house and catch up." she continued. She was definitely nervous because she just rambled on. But i stopped for a second when i heard what she said. She's back? i thought. After all this time she just decides to come back. I scoffed.
She definitely heard that and gave me a questioning look. "So you're back? you leave for three years then boom you're back." i spoke my thoughts and ended with a laugh, but not one of enjoyment more of anger.
"What are you talking about? What i can't come back, do i have to ask for your permission?"
She was always like this, never lets anyone talk down on her. That's was one of the reasons i fell for her. Always talked back. I couldn't back down now.
"Never said that. But you do have quite the nerve to show up after you disappeared. You love leaving, i'll give it about a month before you go back." i said while shaking my head holding in my laughter.
"Oh fuck off Eren, honestly i had to come back, i thought we could be fri-" i didn't let her finish her sentence, i pushed my self off the hood of the car and walked up to her
"You don't get to leave then come back and decide to be "friends"!" i yelled at her while pointing my finger to her chest. We were close so close that i could feel her breathing on me.
She grabbed my hand that was pointing towards her and pushed it away from her falling down to my side again before continuing, "And you don't get to fucking yell at me and tell me what to do when you cheated. When you were the reason i didn't come back. So fuck you!"
i loved it when she yelled, although she threw the cheating right in my face. I should've seen that one coming.
We were so close to each other. Foreheads almost touching. Damn she's fucking hot.
"Fuck you too." I said.
"God, i hate you." she breathed. We were breathing so hard. Our chest rising and falling at the same speed. Then i did the unexpected.
I pressed my lips to hers roughly. She didn't pull back. It's like she wanted me as much as i wanted her right now. Her sweet tongue danced against mine as we were fighting for dominance behind this gigantic school.
I moved my hand to her throat and gave it a light squeeze. She moaned at the feeling and gave up on fighting with me. She could definitely feel that i was smirking due to the sound she made. I pulled away and looked at her dead in the eyes, foreheads touching and breaths colliding.
"Get in the backseat, now."
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If Forever Falls Apart| eren j.
FanfictionPreviously titled "i fucked up" He belonged to her. She belonged to him. In every way possible. Then he cheated. They both re-meet in college and begin a poisonous relationship. Following their rekindling, Eren's new persona leads a dangerous lifes...