Deshun and I went back downstairs for everybody to meet up and talk to each other in a civilized manner. I started off the conversation.
"We are all back here. If anybody has anything to say to each other let it be known now or forever hold your peace. Now, this doesn't mean yell at each other. It just simply means that you let the person before you speak and get what they have to say out. If everybody understands what I mean say 'I' " I said slowly and smoothly.
Everybody said 'I' in unison.
Connie was the first person to talk.
"Donicka honey I am so sorry for what ever happened to you in the past. I can barely live with myself. I have always looked down on you like you where a piece of dirt on the ground. I am so sorry for that. I just still think it was wrong how you did Braylon and Deshun. I'm sorry for rubbing it in. I know that you are under a lot of stress and me talking down on you doesn't help." She said looking Donicka in her eyes. '' Can you ever find in your heart ot forgive me?" She said with a tear rolling down her cheek.
"I already do forgive you mother. I don't dwell in the past. But yes I do forgive you." She said flashing that million dollar smile. Connie got up and walked towards Donicka and gave a tight hug and kiss on the cheek.
Donicka started to talk.
"I know that you two aren't my biggest fans right now. But, I think that I still should be given respect. I'm not saying that you should just bow down and kiss my ass, no that is not what I want. I just want you guys to try to let me back in your heart, please. Trust me I think about you guys all the time. I hate that this day was so drama filled and that we have to come back onto good circumstances like this. You both are still my babies. No matter how old you get. I still love you both. I'm just so very sorry for leaving you both high and dry and you two having to choose the life that you had to choose." She said while having tears roll down her cheeks.
"Momma." Deshun said. Everybody looked at him like 'did he just say that'.
" Momma I still love you. I will try to let you back into my heart. It's not that I don't love you it's just that our trust is so fucked up." He said.
"Yeah what he said." Braylon stated after Deshun.
" I know I really messed up our relationship. I'll give you all the time you need to trust me again. As long as I know that you love me. That's all that matters." She said standing up and walking to them both and hugging and kissing them on the cheeks.
That was the icing on the cake that made Ambrie, Paige and myself cry. We all got up and hugged each other in a circle. Now this is real love.
"Okay now enough with all this sentimental shit." Braylon said ruining everything.
"Boy shut up and enjoy the moment." Connie said slapping him upside his head.
"Damn granny you got that pimp hand." Braylon said moving away from the circle and holding his head.
"Aww my big baby let me kiss it for you." Paige said. After she said that I looked directly at Ambrie. She was ready to pounce on Paige.
Braylon was enjoying making Ambrie mad.
"Ambrie do you have anything you want to tell everybody, and you too Braylon."I said looking at them.
We all pulled away from the circle and left them two standing in the middle of the living room.
"I guess it's time we tell them huh?" Ambrie said looking at Braylon.
"Yeah." He said.
Ambrie began to explain the good part of their relationship and then Braylon ignorant ass goin' tell the part where she did all the messing around.
Ever body was so shocked except for me.
Spike was pissed off, Deshun didn't know what to think. Connie and Donicka was just looking like "what the fuck!"
"So yeah that what happened.'' Ambrie said nodding and so did Braylon.
"So what your telling me is that he was your first and I wasn't?" Spike said.
"I am so sorry Spike. I just hadn't had sex since the 8th grade so I thought it was tight and it would be like I was still a virgin." Ambrie said.
"What the fuck where you thinking about lying to me." Spike said standing up.
"I know you are not going to sit here and act like you are just so perfect. I know about you fucking that girl during almost our whole relationship." Ambrie said.
"That was an honest mistake." He said sitting down.
"Okay exactly my point we are all human we make mistakes. We lie all of the other wicked bullshit we do. It's in our nature." Ambrie said breaking it down.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you.'' Spike said coming up to her and wrapping his arms around her waist and kissing her on the forehead and holding her for a little bit.
Then Braylon corny ass started to play Stay With Me by Sam smith.
We all looked at him like niggah really.
''What! The song went with that moment. Sorry!'' he said holding his hands up.
We all laughed at him. The one thing I can say about us is that we get mad at each other and then we make up. We are all so backwards, but it's just us and who we are.
"So does everybody have everything out their system on how they feel?"I asked while wipping my eyes.
"I have something to say." Spike said as he raised his hand.
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What is Spike going to say??
Is it good or bad?
Cliff Hanger I guess.
But I still love all my viewers and voters, so technically I love you all.
~AAM or AAB
