I was in class while Mrs. Jones was talking to us about the graduation next week and all the prices we would have to pay for the gown. The bell rung and I was queasy from this damn baby. I have been sweating out of nowhere.
I don't know how Ambrie deals with all these heat flashes. I swear Deshun is lucky that I love him because I would not be having this baby.
I walked to my locker to see Deshun leaned all up on a girl on a locker. My mouth dropped and my eyes stung.
"What's wrong with you?" Ambrie said walking up to me. She looked in the direction I was an ran up to Deshun and hit him all in the head.
The girl was looking lost like she hasnt seen me and Deshun together.
I stormed out the school into the parking lot.
Ambrie came waddling out to the car with me.
"That niggah got some damn nerves." She said out of breath.
"Like what the hell! So you having his baby doesnt mean anything to him?" She said getting mader.
"Calm down Ambrie." I said driving off the lot.
"I'm sorry but you not going through what I'm going through." She said.
I just thought and thought about what they were going to do and talking about.
I got that niggah when we get to the house. Just wait when he try to touch me, bitch slap!
I pulled into the driveway to the house.
Walked in the house and did the usual. Thats when I heard his car pull up. Time for action.
"Baby let-" He said walking in.
I turned on 'irreplaceable' by Beyoncé.
To the left to the left.
To the left to the left.
Mmm.
He looked down at his hands when I was getting dressed in my night dress.
You didn't think I knew. I sang out loud.
He grabbed me by my waist and I elbowed him in the stomach since hes so tall.
"Why are you acting like this?" He asked me while holding his stomach.
"You thought I didn't see what you and that girl were doing, and then Ambrie came and started beating you." I said sounding like a duh tone.
"I was just trying to get her to do a drug deal over seas. She works with us Shyla. She is like our biggest seller of all the women." He said informing me.
"I didn't know that." I said feeling stupid.
"Its cool. I mean I never told you about half of the girls I work with."
"Yeah." I said going to turn the music off.
I ran towards him and jumped in his arms with my lwgs wrapped aroind him.
"Don't ever make me think like that again." I said kissing him all over his face.
"Promise." He said back in between the kisses.
I had to throw up. I hopped down from off him and ran do fast into that bathroom.
He came and wipped my hair out the way. "I'm here." He said to me rubbing my back.
"This is the worst part." I said. Ambrie was horrible in her first trimester.
He started to laugh.
"Whats funny?" I asked him.
"You ran so fast to that bathroom." He said making fun of me.
"When I get bigger I'm going to make a mold so you can walk around with it to see how it feels to have this on you while you sleep, and eat, take a shower and all." I said setting him straight.
"I mean well you don't have to do all that." He said wrapping his arm around my back tightly. I could feel his erection against my pants.
"Somebody is feeling this." I said laughing.
"Yeah you already know."
Right when it was about to happen Ambrie came busting through the door.
"What the hell shy-" she started to say before she looked at us," I over exaggerated?" She said thinking about when she beat his ass.
"Yeah, a lot." I said walking towards her." I mean at least I know that you ain't playing any games about the cheating thing." I said hugging her.
She looked at me and walked off. I'll check on her after I'm done talking to Deshun.
"Thats how I'm going to get out the game. I told the OG about me getting to college. He was happy for me. But he said that I cant get out as easy as I want too." He said speaking as I was was looking through my closet.
"That makes so much sense. I told you babe that you would get into college after the ACT. You ain't dumb." I said assuring him.
"I know." He said looking down.
"Pick yo head up." I said standing front of him.
"Babe, God has been good to me all my life. Even though loosing my momma was like hell on earth he still managed for me to make it in this life. I was making quick money. Now I'm going to school to make a living thats legal." He said wrapping his arms around me.
"Yes baby. I told you it isnt anything you he can't help you with. We need to go out tonight we graduate next week and then we havent did anything for tour birthday!" I said picking his head up.
"I mean I'm tired and then this weekend I have to do that drop to get me out." He said.
"That means we goin have to move out this big ass house." I said.
"Nah its ours. I paid for it all the way and then I even paid like ten years worth of Taxes on it." He said.
"Smart ass."
He threw his hands up.
"Can we just lay here?" He asked me.
"Yeah babe we can do that." I said getting on the bed.
"Man we grown." I said.
"Been grown." He said to me.
"I know but like its hitting me like foreal. I'm already starting our family." I said feeling my eyes sting.
"Yeah you getting a ring from me. Like there isnt a doubt about it." He said making me smile inside.
We talked for about thrity minuted and went to sleep.
I woke up at 10:30 at night.
I'm about to cook some food when I hear something come through the door. I got scared and my heart started to beat fast.
I looked around the corner to see the man that I hate with all the hell burning inside me.
"Hey baby, come and give daddy some sugar." He said reaching his arms out towards me.
I yelled Deshun name.
He came running down the stairs to see what was going on.
"How he get in here?" He asked me.
"I don't know!" I said to him
"Man just leave." Deshun said.
"Okay but tell shyla that I'm the reason her momma gone." He said snickering.
I broke down.
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man life has been crazy and awesome at the same time.
Here the update.
Hope u like it!
~AAM
