Perfectly Fake (Atsumu xshy!reader)

Chapter - Stolen Glances

A/N 
TYSM FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT AND LOVE ITS GIVEN ME SM MOTIVATION AND AS ALWAYS IT'S GREATLY APPRECIATED 

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So there you two were in the middle of the woods probably lost on a Thursday afternoon. "Wow, what a great idea. Thanks, Y/n. Getting us lost in the forest." 

"Whatever, you can thank me later it'll be a cool story later on." You said slightly frustrated, looking around you for a sign of where to go next.

"I'll thank you for getting us lost in the forest?" He asked faking confusion.

You punched his arm playfully, "Ya whatever loser." 

"Well you're holding this loser's hand so, maybe that means you like me?" 

You dramatically stroked your chin as if you were thinking about it, "Maybe...do you like me?" 

"Of course I do," he said giving you a chance to look into his beautiful brown eyes, you smiled.

"Then I like you to." and he returned your smile and you two ventured further into the forest, without a care in the world your fingers intertwined. The wind blew harshly as if it were trying to separate the two of you, but your hands still stood interlocked as if it were you and him against the world.  Alas, it wasn't exactly the world, it was just the wind and the possibility of extra work for punishment for ditching, but in the moment it did feel like it...it felt like you were whole with Atsumu. 

Not as if you were incomplete without Atsumu, but it felt like he complimented you. And you complimented him. He made you feel good, he made you feel cared for, and you did the same for him in return. You wondered if you had always felt this way about Atsumu, or were you just noticing it now? 

Atsumu tapped your arm and you looked at him, "Hey are you alright you've been quiet?" 

You smiled at him, hopefully calming his nerves, "Ya I'm fine I just zoned out." Atsumu looked calmer knowing you were okay. 

"Here, take this," he said giving you his other headphone. You put it into your ear, music-filled your left ear. If someone had seen you they would probably think you're a couple, when in reality you two are just friends. 

Why did thinking that all of a sudden make you feel sad? Just friends? You wondered what had happened to your friend, it's not as if you disliked Atsumu, you wondered if you wanted to be something more than friends. Did you like Atsumu, did you have a crush on him? Or was it just platonic? 

You willed yourself to take a glance at him, was he always this pretty? Why was it so nerve-wracking just to glance at him. Maybe it was because his friendship was important to you, he was important to you. You didn't want to lose him by being stupid and confessing. If Atsumu stopped talking to you Osamu probably would too. You liked Osamu as well, as a friend. You felt if you confessed to Atsumu, if you even liked him that way, everything would come crashing down like a house of cards.

I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys began playing as you two found Osamu and Suna.