Perfectly Fake (Atsumu xshy!reader)

Let's NOT Wipe Out Human Kind - Chapter 6

A/N 
art creds to @carrotsprout_ on twitter

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You were walking to the library, Suna said Aran would probably be there so here you were. You had no time before school to talk to him so you hoped he would be here. If he wasn't there you had a few other ideas of where he must be. If he wasn't in the library you would look around for Suna or Osamu since they seemed to be friends. If he wasn't studying he must hangout out with them. 

You were walking past you're classroom usually you would check the schedule on your way to the library so you strolled inside and checked the poster. It was someone else's turn to dust, but they were here. You waited a minute or two, no one was showing up. You sighed and grabbed the duster and started dusting. 

You weren't annoyed that you had to pick up after the others, you were used to it. Besides, your classmates must be busy or something. You were okay with doing other peoples work, you just often felt like a background character in your own life. Unseen, unheard, and unimportant. You sighed sadly suddenly remember the twins, Suna, and Aran. 

Thanks to them, you didn't feel as unseen as before. You felt important and seen when you were with him. You smiled happily and tried to quickly finish your dusting. You wanted to finish dusting so you could have time to find Aran. 

As much as you liked your new found friends it did come with downsides. Not your new friends themselves, they were great and wonderful. No one told you they were so popular, you could feel peoples stares when you were them. As if asking, who are you? Why are you even here? 

You weren't used to attention by anyone. Even at home, your parents (ill say parents so it's more inclusive but you can read it wrong if you're raised by grandparents or something) didn't notice you very much. It was like they were in a different world sometimes. Now that you think about it, you were barely never noticed at all. You sighed sadly and put the duster back. At least your new friends paid attention to you. 

You did wonder if your new friends secretly hated you, or were just playing around with you. What if they were just like Hitoshi-san? You didn't want them to use you. Maybe you should keep you're guard up. Maybe you shouldn't get to close, you didn't want it to hurt to bad when they leave you. You shook your head, you should probably stop thinking so negatively and go find Aran. As much you wanted to forget these thoughts, they still linger eating away at you. 

They still stuck at the back of your mind as if asking, do they actually care about me? You pushed the door to the library and looked around. After a bit of searching, Suna was exactly where he said he'd be. In the library reading. You spent a lot of time in the library you wondered why you never noticed him. 

You thought back to your time in library, you were always trying to make yourself unnoticeable or hide from Hitoshi or Kosaku. You looked around once again, Hitoshi or Kosaku weren't here. You went up to Aran and tapped his shoulder, "Hey Aran," You whispered, 

He turned to you and he motioned for you to sit down next to him so you did. "You doing homework?" 

"Nope, just studying. Did you need anything?" He asked giving you a warm smile, 

"I was going to ask you something but if you're busy I can leave." 

"Nah, you're good. I was going to take a break anyways, what did you need to ask me."