Why me? Why Amber White? I loved him! I gave it away to him! I trusted him, and he just threw it away! "He's all I ever wanted!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. Tired and out of breathe, I go take a trip to the bathroom. I open the Medicine cabinet, and grab my fresh razor. "dear blade, take the pain away, I hate my life, take it away also." I say. This cut is for you leaving me, this one is for all the time I wasted, and this one for me ever believing in you. I drop the blade in relief. *buzz* I hop up hoping it was him. I scurried and grabbed my phone.
"Hey Amber, I'm coming by to get my stuff....Hope it won't be awkward."
"Uh okay Dustin, I'll leave it outside my door, are you bringing my stuff?"
"Yes."
Few hours later the doorbell rang. I ran and opened it, it was Dustin.
"Here's your thi..." His voice trailed off. His eyes are locked on my arm, his jaw dropped and he began to tear up.
" Did I cause this? Did I cause you this much pain were you go and hurt yourself?" He asked softly. I didn't respond. it's not like didn't want to respond, I just choked up.
"Oh I know what your doing!" Dustin yells. "Your trying to make me feel sorry for you! Your such an attention whore!" He yells as he storms out the house. The silence rings through the house. I replay and replay what he said. it's stuck in my head and it won't get out! I need to get out of this house before I go insane! I text Nicole,
"Hey me and you park in 10 mins?"
And I wait for her response.
" Yass girl! I've missed you! See you soon!"
I slip on my favorite black shirt and skinny jeans, and my toms. i take one look in the mirror and I freak! I haven't brushed my hair nor did I do my makeup! Only 5 mins, I guess I'll only brush my hair. I grab the brush and skim over all the rats that hurt to bad to get out, and out the door I go.
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Angel and a devil
Fanfiction"Once upon time an angel and devil fell in love" Amber and her depression has gotten out of hand every since her boyfriend left her, until Tate came along one day. Tate is a psychopath, but she doesn't know it. Amber is playing with fire, will she g...
