Coughing Up Black Vile

"The Blues"

I have the blues again

I can't help but want

To go back to my old ways

Back to self-destructing

It was the only way

I knew how to feel alive again

Unreasonable ?

Undoubtable

To feel better?

Temporary

Then what ?

Pretend it didn't happen?

Feel guilty later for wrecking myself ?