Coughing Up Black Vile

"Dig"

I am trying to dig my way through the sinking sand

You could have thrown me a rope

I was pleading and crying out of pain

Curse you and all the times I've HELPED YOU

Why did you waste my fucking time only to rip my heart out ,

Tear it up and shove it  back into my chest

I wish I've never met you and stayed

complete strangers

I was bewitched by your kindness

I was sold by your love

But it is all futile

I have been deceived

Never mind

I am done

I am jaded

I am faded

I am empty

I am....