The Older Guy

Life Update

Hey everyone (gosh I'm not even sure if anyone is still reading but anyway). Hi. I know it's been too long and I honestly wouldn't be surprised if no one read this book anymore. Life kinda made me disappear. It's just been so busy and still is honestly.

I just wanted to come and say thank you to all those that have continued to read this book and to those that still encourage me to update even though it's been so long. I want to thank you for being patient with. I've been debating on whether or not to delete the book or continue it... I've decided I'm not going to continue with the book.

I've decided to end it officially because of my dad... My dad passed away this last December. He'd gotten sick really fast and then he was just gone one morning. That man was my best friend in this entire world. He was my whole heart. My soul. He was the reason I loved writing. I got it from him... he'd always encourage me to write and in every story I ever wrote, I'd give him to read every chapter and get his feed back. He was so proud of the amount of reads I got on this book. He always pushed me to start it up again and I'd always tell him that I just didn't have it in me anymore. It made him sad to see I'd given up on something that I loved so much. That we both loved.....and it makes me sad that just as I was about to jump back into it, he left.

I'm choosing to end the book because he's not here anymore. I know he would want me to continue and maybe one day I will. Whether it be on this platform or just on my laptop for myself. But as much as I would want to continue writing for him, it breaks my heart knowing that I won't ever be able to give him new chapters to read. To see him smile at me when rambling on about how I want my story to go. It's just too painful of a thing to do anymore. I'm sorry to all those that have been waiting for me to update. I'm sorry that this was all I could give to you. I'm sorry that my last update has to be this. I hope you'll forgive me. But writing is just too hard now.

I want to say thank you again to all of you. Thank you for everything. Your comments, messages and love. Thank you for supporting my past passion. Thank you and good bye

Sincerely ,
             Abigail Chérie Mulembe