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Friday, February 5th Serenity P.O.V
I did it. I revealed a part of my life that I haven't told anyone about outside of my family. Renée's been very supportive of everything. She doesn't question anything because she knows I'm not ready to tell her the full story yet, but that might change tonight. We've been in a good place lately but I want to apologize for my actions earlier this week and the whole thing with Miles. So I decided to take her out tonight.
I'm at her house right now waiting for her parents to get home from work they said they would be here at 6 and it's 5:25 right now. I decide since its still early in the evening I wouldn't put the twins to sleep but wash them up and put pajamas on them. After that was done Renée and her parents arrive at the same time. I tell them my goodbyes but pull Renée outside on the porch to talk.
"Wassup?" she questioned
"I want to take you somewhere tonight" I'm silently hoping she says yes.
"Like on a date" she says with an eyebrow raised and smirking
"Maybe that's only if you say yes" I tell her
"Of course" she tells me smiling. Damn do I like seeing her smile.
"Great then be ready at 8 I'm going home to get dress then I'm coming right back ok?"
"You got it" I wanted to kiss her but just in case her parents were watching I just smiled and left.
When I get home I'll run straight downstairs and rummage through my closet. After I got the outfit I'm gonna wear picked out I go to take a shower. Makeup ain't something I use on a daily but this time I decided to go with a light natural look. On my way back to her house I stop to get gas and some snacks because I'm not taking her home right after the dates finished.
When I pull up outside her house. She must've saw me because she texted me to stay in the car and that she would come out. After a couple minutes she comes out looking amazing. I drive her to this real nice ass restaurant that I heard just opened up a couple weeks ago. Before we go in I turn to her and start to apologize.
"So before we go in I want to apologize for everything that happened in the last couple of weeks...you know the jealousy and the keeping secrets I don't want us to fight cause I care about you and I want you to be happy with me."
"It's okay Ren...I should apologize too because I shouldn't have pushed you to tell me anything you weren't ready to and I should've trusted you." She just called me Ren
"Ren?" I asked cracking a smile
"Is that all you got from that" she said while playfully rolling her eyes
"I'm sorry I just haven't heard that nickname in so long" she looked at me questioningly "Never mind I like it let's go inside" I told her but then said for her to stay in the car so I could open her door for her ———
Dinner was great and so was the restaurant it was definitely a classy place. After we left I started to drive to this abandoned park. It had a great view especially at night. I parked my car facing my trunk towards the view so we wouldn't have to get out. As we sit in the trunk of my car I get the thinking about us as whole and how we would fair in a relationship together.
"What you thinkin bout" she said leaning into me. She's in between my legs but her back is to my front.
"Us" She didn't say anything back just hummed in response. She shivered so I took off my jacket and gave it to her. She thanked me but then looked to my exposed arm wit my scar on it. I think she was trying to be discrete about it but I didn't work. I wanted to tell her everything but I was scared that she would leave me if I did. That she would see me how I see myself as a murderer.
"You don't have to tell me if your not ready Ren" she told me as if she could read my mind.
"I'm just scared you'll leave me after I do" I answered honestly
"I'm not going anywhere I promise you that" she picked up my hand and hooked my pinkie with hers. So I did it I told her everything from when my mother first Married Elijah to the car crash that destroyed everything. I couldn't help the thoughts that creeped up in the back of my mind while explaining everything
"Don't tell her" "You'll ruin everything" "It was all your fault" "She's gonna leave you" and many manymore.
But she didn't do any of that. She listened and after I told her everything she told me how it wasn't my fault and how no matter what I tell myself she would never leave me. She kissed all over my face and hugged me with passion. She made me feel loved and I knew then that even if I didn't love myself she did and that was all I needed.
——————————————————————— This was short I know but guess what I finally hit my half way mark! Or maybe I already hit it. Or maybe I didn't hit it. Whatever I don't even know how many chapters this story gon have.
But I have an extremely important question: Do y'all want a sequel? Like do y'all want a happy ending or a cliffhanger? Cause I got two different version one with a happy ending and one without one.
I'll start writing the other chapters after I finish writing Lovin'
