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nervously making his way through the airport with chenle by his side. renjun anxiously clutched the railing of the cart that was carrying his many suitcases with his clammy hands.
breathing in and breathing out several times to try and calm himself down.
"Are you nervous or something..?"
but only hearing the word nervous made him even more nervous.
"Is it that obvious?"
"Ge you look as if you're about to piss yourself."
well that wasn't very helpful.
"You're going to see your boyfriend after an entire year and yet you're nervous?"
sighing in frustration renjun lightly nudged his friend.
"It's different than video calls chenle, I haven't seen him in person since last summer."
"Still, you shouldn't be on the verge of passing out because of it."
looking at the floor, the older put his face in his hands.
"Jaemin is so..."
"...perfect..."
"What if he fell out of love while trying to court me again? What if he got tired of me because i'm not the same I was before?"
these were questions renjun asked himself daily.
although he couldn't remember anything revolving dating jaemin renjun doubted anyone would be willing to wait or make an effort for a situation like this one.
"If my significant other got into an accident and lost their memories I would be more worried about not being able to make them fall in love with me again."
"Also jaemin isn't the type to be able to move on within a few months and a year." "You're just making yourself believe you aren't good enough for him at this point."
