I stare into his sparkling blue eyes. I feel myself melting. He takes a step toward me and I bite my lip. Surely he must hear the pounding of my heart.
"Hi, I'm James. Which I guess you already knew. You've been staring at me all night and... I've been staring at you too. So why didn't we talk? I mean, you're attractive and I'm not the only one who thinks so. You're mom told us a little about you. You sound like an amazing person. We should get to know each other," he says with a smile.
"Yes we should get to know each other," I say and smile. "Thank you, you're attractive too. Who else thinks I'm attractive?"
"Tori..."
"Is she a....?"
"Yeah. You're not are you?"
Honestly I'm not sure. I want Tori close to me. Closer than before. I want her to spend time with me. I want to touch her. But do I want to be with her?
"No. I'm not," I say uncertainly.
"Good," he says biting his lip.
I flip on my small, dim lamp and sit on my bed. James turns and walks toward the door. Where is he going? Then he shuts it and twists the lock. Coming over and sitting next to me.
"You're so beautiful," he whispers in my ear.
I get this tingly feeling and then he kisses me. A perfect, indescribable kiss. He pushes my hair out of my face and kisses me again, but more passionately. I find myself sitting in his lap, taking his shirt off, taking off his belt, and then messing with his pants zipper.
I didn't expect things to go as far as they have. But now we're here, on my bed, completely naked, making love. I look up and I see his sparkling blue eyes pulling me into him. I want him to love me for the rest of my life. Forever.
