Book two for Falling for her we continue Roman and Brianna's journey of their hard Road to love Will Roman finally get over the kiss Brianna and Seth. Or will his hatred cause problems even Roman didn't know what was possible to understand this stor...
Well here I am sitting in my car driving to Smackdown. Alone without her.I missed her scent her body. Her voice everything,I'm a just a toxic person my Dad was right I am worthless. Why do I even try to be everything I'm not I'm a bit a good guy. I'm a killer my daughter motherless because of me.My mom without her husband or son because of me. Everything that is wrong in this world is because of me. All I ever do is make everyone's life hard they don't need she doesn't need that all this pain all this hunger. Everything just ending with a fucking stupid mistake. A mistake I chose that night. You might be wondering well you forgave he when she kissed Seth why can't she forgive you?Well this is isn't the first time I've hurt her and I know it won't be the last all the pain I caused her could taken away by a simple answer a simple action. But then I can't leave Joelle.
About 4 hours later I arrived in Tampa
Paige greeted me at the doors of the arena I texted her on the way.
"Hey are you ok?"she said softly
"No Paige I've lost her"I said as tears fell
"No you haven't that girl loves you too much"
"She slapped me Paige I don't think she does anymore,it's fucking killing me"I said wiping away the tears
"She's just hurting Roman,I know what you did was unintentional but from her point of view she's just looking a video of her BF making out with some random chick"
"I didn't mean it Summer just came up to me and started kissing me,I wanted to give Brianna her Mother's ring back she lost but use it as a promise ring."
"Awe Roman you can still do that"
"How when she's gone"I cried
"No no come here"She said pulling me into a strong embrace
I cried holding on to Paige I needed her to comfort me not anyone else just her.
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I love her so much but my dumbass ways have cost me everything I want her and need her back in my arms right now. I need her lips against mine. Her touch on my body her scent her smile her personality just everything.
"Roman let's get everything inside then we can try sort you and Brianna out"
"I don't want to it's fine I left RAW to give her space"
"Oh I'm sorry Roman"
"It's fine I guess I mean I'm never gonna be the same"
"Come on let's go put your things in your old room"
"Great"I thought to myself
We walked to my old locker room I walked in and the memories came flooding back as I set my bags on the bed.
Flashbacks parts from falling for her part1
"Dammit Brie you know I won't,not after what you went through"I looked away with frustration in my face
"Roman that's the past"
"I don't care your more than you body"
"Roman chill it's the past"
"It still hurt you"
"Roman"she pulled my face to look at her though I didn't give her eye contact she could tell it hurt me too watching her get ripped apart from guy to guy
"Ro look at me"she said I finally gave in and gave her eye contact
"What"tears were slowly building in my eyes
"Roman"
I looked away as tears dropped from my eyes I didn't wanna look weak but she was my kryptonite she pulled my face to look at her I lost control I smashed my lips against her I groaned her lips are so soft I pulled away immediately
"B-Brie I'm so sorry"
Those lips I miss them I a tear fell from my eye as I noticed a piece of paper on my bedside
"Paige has someone cleaned my room since I left?"
"Not that I know of why?"
"No reason"
I walked over and picked up the note
Hey superman I'm just going to head out with the girls tonight I hope you don't mind I'll text you when I get home I love you ~Brianna ❤️
I sighed that note was probably the last one from Brianna why did I have to fuck it up?
"You ok Romeo?"The Brit spoke
"Hum yeah yeah"I folded the note and placed in my bedside draw I collapsed on my bed
Flashback I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her closer into me she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me softly I picked her up and kissed her again I gently placed her on my bed and I turned on my Tv and we cuddled for hours it felt nice having her by my side after all she is the one for me I love her
This was the day I knew I loved her. Not the day we had "it"but the day I knew everything,was real and how I felt for her was real.The only time I was happy was with her now I wonder what will make me happy I won't see Joelle for two weeks I won't see her until forever. I really have fucked up
--------------------- The parts are going to get better as the separation continues,will Brianna be able to forgive Roman or will she have moved on by the time she does. Will they ever finally be a forever after?!
