Up and Down's of Florida... (dnf)

sweet sweet flames...

⚠️yelling, flames, and swear words, drunk type of stuff⚠️

It was nighttime I felt regret and guilt and Clay just was sad and it was my fault it was my fault he felt that way.  I was staring at the ceiling to long so I got up and grabbed my phone, earbuds, and my keys to the house. I walked out of the room leaving the bedroom door open I go into the hallway going to the bottom of the stairs. I was downstairs and I saw Sapnap and Clay sleeping next to each other again but I ignored and went outside. Once I was outside I closed the door and locked it a few days ago I saw a small beach with many pretty trees nearby. I walked and walked while my earbuds were in my ears listening to music then I got to the beach and climbed up the tree. I put each foot on one branch until I got to the top of the tree sitting on the tree I just looked at the pretty night sky and admiring the bright yellow stars.

While I was looking around I saw a fire with sticks and someone looking at it. I silently went down the tree to see who it was reaching the bottom of the tree my feet on the dirt around the tree.

While I was looking at the person on my playlist the song changed to Still Into You by Paramore the one song me and Clay did together.  When the chorus was playing I got a clearer look at the person and of course it was Clay. I figured now could be time to make amends with Clay since we both were there so I never thought I would but I did try to amends instead of running away...

"i see your not getting better anytime soon"  I said leaning against a tree him not seeing me.

"George?" The blonde said turning around to find me.

"Hi Clay" I said stepping into light your eyes set on each other.

"What the fuck do you want from me you dumped me remember" Clay said.

"Look Clay I'm sorry I thought" I took three steps closer getting stopped by the blonde.

"You thought what George what was it!" Clay yelled.

"I wanted to know if you loved me Clay" I said stepping closer to Clay.

"Are you serious you must be out of your damn mind if you haven't realized that yet" Clay turned around walking away from me.

"Well I'm glad I know damn well I realized it!" I put my hand on Clays shoulder turning him around towards me grabbing his shirt pulling him closer to me.

"So don't you dare turn your back on me again cause I am not in the mood for this shit!" I yelled letting go of his shirt.

"Don't fully blame me for this I said maybe and you turned your back on me you did and don't you dare think I didn't regret it because I did!"

"I regret every moment so don't act like I didn't care the times you were with Sapnap earlier at the basketball court I saw everything!" I yelled Clay seemed impressed on what I was saying a tear running down his face.

"I saw how I messed up so bad I saw your suffering without me and it was a pain in ass and I know how it's feels every time you got that feeling you were so worried about that one person you couldn't breathe" I said.

"Have I ever told you your so cute when you use your anger voice" Clay slurred his words.

"Wow is this Clay drunk it must be a miracle" I chuckled.

"Okay Mr Was Taken time too go inside" I said putting my hand on Clay for support helping him walk to the house while he was drunk.

"Okay but only if I'm with you George" Clay walked with me too the house barely could stand up because how drunk he was.

"Come on inside the house" I said opening the door then closing it.

"YEAH WE HOME" Clay yelled putting his arms up.