Mullyxjosh oneshot book

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A/n okay so this is gonna be a story about josh transferring into a male because he was a female before make sense? Alright hope you enjoy!!

Josh pov

I look in the mirror and i don't see me i hate being a female for so many reasons I've always wanted to transfer to a guy but....i don't think my boyfriend would expect me for being me. I start crying and i fall to the ground yelling and cursing. I wanna be who i wanna be and if mully can't expect me then so be it. I go into the kitchen and i start drinking heavy until i pass out on the floor.

At school the next morning

I look at my boyfriend mully and i smile lightly i then whisper "often im upset that i can not fall in love but i guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it. Are you tired of me yet? Im a little sick right now but i swear when im ready i will fly us out of here" mully looks at me and says "jane is there something you want to tell me?" I smile and say "often im upset that i can not fall in love but i guess this avoids the stress of falling out of it. Are you tired of me yet? Cause im a little sick right now but i swear when im ready i will fly us out of here" mully kisses me and whispers "ill text you later love" i smile and wave bye and i watch him walk off. I walk off to class the math teacher looks at me and winks i get uncomfortable and he walks up to me and gives me a note that says meet me here after class

I look at him disgusted and i roll my eyes this is gonna be a long fucking day....

Time skip at his house.

Once i get home i run into the bathroom to hide all of the hickeys on my neck. I hate that fucking teacher so much...then i got an idea

Ill cut my hair....to make you stare

Ill hide my chest and ill figure out a way to get us out of here.

After im done i look into the mirror and i start crying happy tears because i finally get to be who i wanna be. I run into my room and i start to text mully like i always do.

Next day at school

Everyone was looking at me and one guy tripped me and i fell right on my chest feeling pain. (Ouch T-T) i then run up to mully and i hug him tightly he turns around and looks at my eyes "jane is that you?" I blush lightly and i say "mully I've been keeping this a secret for a while now and i think you should know.....my pronouns are he/him and my new name is josh..." Mully hugged me tightly and said "joshy i will always live yiu no matter what...because i love you for you no matter what ill always be by your side no matter what cause i love you"

I start crying and i hug mully tightly kissing his face. He chuckles and people start looking at me and whispering about me i get uncomfortable and mully whispers in my ear "don't worry about them josh...ill be here to protect you" he squeezes my shoulders in comfort.

I smile lightly and hug him tightly and people laugh at me and they scream and yell.

"TURN OFF YOUR  PORCELAIN FACE"

I can't really think right now in this place there is to many colors to drive all of insane.

"Are you dead?!"

I sigh and say "sometimes i think im dead i can see ghosts and goblins wrapping my head but i don't wanna fall asleep just yet"

My eyes went dark i don't know where my pupils are....but ill figure out a way to get us out of here

"GET A LOAD OF THIS MONSTER!"

"HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE"

Mully kisses my head and screams out "HIS MIND IS IN A DIFFERENT PLACE CAN EVERYBODY JUST GIVE HIM A LITTLE BIT OF SPACE?!"

"GET A LOAD OF THIS TRAIN WRECK!!"

everyone starts laughing and i start to cry more mully squeezes my waist and yells out

"HIS HAIR IS A MESS AND HE DOESN'T KNOW WHO HE IS YET!! BUT LITTLE DO WE THE STARS WELCOME  HIM IN OPEN ARMS"

time is slowly tracing his face but strangely feels at Home in this place

Heyy thx for reading i feel like this song calms me down a lot. I love this song a lot and i hope you like it too thx for reading you guys i ✨love✨ you guys uwu