Mullyxjosh oneshot book

Pain ExG

Hey this contains suicide so plss only read if your okay with reading this. If your not then you can read some of my other stories or you can read somebody else's. Enjoy:)

Gaege pov

I sit looking at the wall in my room thinking about everything that has happened to me. It makes me so upset and depressed. I can't take it anymore
I tried so hard for Eddie. But I can't take any of this anymore it's to hard. I can't stand to take another breath I can't stand looking at myself I can't do it. I get out a pen and paper and I start writing

Dear Eddie,

Hey Eddie I'm so sorry but I can't do it. I tried so hard for you but I can't do it. I'm so so so sorry baby please know that it's not your fault don't blame yourself. I'll miss you a lot. I love you so much please tell the boys I'm sorry. Make sure to give them all a big hug from me. I love you Eddie never forget that. I'll always watch over you. Don't do anything to harm yourself please. I don't want you to hurt. Please don't forget me. I tried so hard and it worked for a while but....I can't do it anymore I'm sorry. I love you mi amor

Love gaege.

I then put the letter on the bed and I go and grab a gun to finally end it.

Eddie pov

"Baby I'm home. Where you at?" I then hear a gun shot and I rush to where I heard it. I see gaege with a gun shot in between his head. I fall down to my knees and I quickly grab my phone to call 911

Call

"911 what's your emergency?"

"H-hi my boyfriend just shot himself in the head! I need an ambulance over here now!!"

"Alright sir can you please tell me what the male's name is?"

"Yes Gaege Gibson he is 21 years old"

"Alright sir can you tell me how long he's been suicidal?"

"I-i'm not sure. I thought he was fine for a while but he said that he has been feeling off for the past few days. Fuck I'm so stupid I should have known he was feeling upset"

"Okay sir the ambulance is on their way can you stay on the phone with me until they get there?"

"Y-yes"

Once ambulance shows up
Eddie pov

I sit there on the couch watching as they carry out gaege's lifeless body. I'm in tears and I text the boys so they know what happened to gaege.

Group chat

E-hey boys

J-hey Eddie! Would you and gaege like to hang out with me and mully today?

G-that sounds like fun invite me as well!

M-when can I agree to this?

E-boys I have to tell you something

M,j,g-?

E- gaege is gone. He took a bullet to his head. He killed himself

J-what?!

G- I'm on my way over rn!!

M- me and Josh are also on our way!!!!

End of chat.

Fuck gaege why did you do this to me?! I love you so much it hurts. I can't loose you I love you to much. I start crying and I scream at the top of my lungs. I pull my hair and I start throwing shit. I scream and throw everything I see. I go into our room and I see a letter. I open it up and I read it. I hug it tightly to my chest this was the last thing gaege wrote before he ended it all. I fall to the ground and I breath heavily. I pound my fist on to the ground until my knuckles bleed. I then get up and go to our closet and I start tearing up all of his clothes.