summary: reader notices bucky looking all sad while while cleaning his metal hand
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Y/N was sitting on the seat opposite to Bucky when she noticed him. She thought he was polishing it at first, but then she noticed that he was actually cleaning the blood from it. He must have gotten it bloody after beating up the bad guys. His head was lowered and he had a different expression, an expression you were all too familiar with.
"Guys can you give us a sec?" Y/N asked Sam and Zemo. Sam immediately got the hint that you wanted to talk to Bucky alone but Zemo was confused. Sam guided Zemo to the back of the jet and Y/N swore that she heard Zemo arguing and still confused.
"Hey." Y/N softly said. Bucky stopped working with his hand and finally looked up at her. She was leaning against the chair next to him, as she carefully wanted to approach the situation. Knowing that she had to tear down his walls one by one.
"Hi." He breathed. Y/N got closer and closer until she sat down on his lap. He wasted no time in bringing her close to his body.
He buried his nose in her hair and stayed there for a while. Y/N ran her hand up and down his back, in a way of comfort. She could feel how horrible he felt, without a single word she already knew that he was hating himself all over again.
"Buck, look at me." She held his face in her hand and tilted it so he was looking directly at her. "Listen to me, babe. You were incredible today, okay? You're still that strong caring man that I..." She caught herself almost saying the L word but she didn't want him to scare him away. "That I really care for alright? You're not a villain, you're not a killer, you're Bucky. My beautiful Bucky." She caressed his stubbly cheeks with her thumbs as he looked up at her with amazement. He felt as he didn't deserve her.
Y/N could still tell he self doubted himself but that was fine. She knew that what he was going through was a long process, and she would stick by him no matter what. She brought up both of his hands to her lips, earning a gasp from him.
"You're so beautiful, and I'm a fan of every single part of you." She held up his metal hand. "Especially this." She said in a lower tone. "I'm such a fan that I want you to," she leaned in his ear and whispered "fuck me with your vibranium fingers, Buck."
Bucky got up from his chair so fast that he almost made Y/N stumble to the ground, but he was quick enough to catch her. Zemo and Sam were so lost in conversation that they didn't notice the couple lock themselves in the tiny restroom.
