Idée Fixe [A Yandere Anecdote]

Ch.3: l(a.

Song: Forget - Pogo.

When the bell rang indicating the start of the last break time, (Y/n) stands up from his desk bidding farewell to the students that waved at him. He grabs the papers from the desk and notices something strange. He had the exams from Yuzu, he must had grabbed it by accident during lunch. He decides to give it back to him immediately.

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Entering in the teacher’s room, he looks at the table where the other male used to be to only see it empty.

“Excuse me” he walks closer to other teacher “Have you seen Watanabe Yuzu?”

“Watanabe Yuzu?” the female teacher thinks “He’s normally sitting on that table alone or on the classroom of his next class”

“Right, thank you” he smiles and turns around to leave.

“You shouldn’t bother with him” she holds his arm looking at him with flirtatious eyes “He likes to be alone anyway”

“Is that so?” he tilts his head.

“Yes, Watanabe Yuzu is very strict and really serious… he doesn’t like making mistakes and… I think that that’s all we know about him… he doesn’t talk about himself” she looks at him “Stay with us instead”

“I would love to, but I have some papers that I accidently grabbed from him so I wanted to return it”

“Oh… okay” she nods and lets his arm go.

“Thank you” he smiles at her before exiting the teacher’s room.

Once outside, he sighs and starts walking around the halls… he forgot to ask in which classroom Yuzu was…

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Yuzu was sitting on the desk of the empty classroom as he checked his papers again, it was strange that he lost some exams, it wasn’t like him, maybe fate was playing him a bad trick.

“Watanabe-san?” he hears from the door.

Turning his head to the side, he sees the happy face of the literature teacher.

“I’m glad I found you” he chuckles and enters the classroom “I took by accident some exams with your name in it, I’m really sorry” he leaves the exams on the desk.

He nods at him and grabs the exams.

(Y/n) looks at him as he keeps organizing his papers without looking at him.

“Watanabe-san” he mutters “A leaf falls with loneliness”

The other man looks at him from the corner of his eyes.

“Explain yourself”

“Do you feel lonely or do you want to be alone?”

Yuzu stops arranging the exams and looks at him confused.

“I mean…” (Y/n) continues “A leaf falls with loneliness or l(a is a poem from Cummings that talks about the feeling of the emptiness inside a person that feels lonely making them fall lifeless like the leaf on a tree. It helps us to make a difference from wanting to be alone or feeling loneliness… I understand what it feels like to be lonely, after all, my parents reject me after finding out that I was in a relationship with a man, it didn’t matter to them that I had the best grades of my high school or that I went to the best university and I even graduated with honors…” he laughs humorlessly “But I also understand what’s like to want to be alone, that’s why I’m asking a-and I’m really sorry if I’m overstepping—”

“Kazama (Y/n)” he sighs “You talk too much” he keeps grading the exams.

“Right… sorry” he looks at him and clears his throat “My point was that I would like to make you company whenever you feel lonely…” he walks towards the exit.

“I know loneliness as well” Yuzu speaks grading his tests and making the other man turn around to hear him “My mother is my only family and she used to live on the streets, I was raised in very poor conditions so I had to work really hard by myself to get where I am while she worked all day in a café… but now I just want to be alone, the others teacher’s presence are bothering to me” he looks at him “However, I can tolerate yours”

(Y/n) smiles “Let’s have lunch together tomorrow again”

Yuzu nods and smiles gently at him.

(Y/n) chuckles and turns around facing the halls “Watanabe-san, you have such a beautiful smile to keep such a serious face” he then exits the classroom as the bell rings signaling the end of the break time.

Yuzu was left shocked at the words of the other male, it’s been only a day since he met him and he was already developing some strange feelings towards him.

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Hajime arrives at his home with an exhausted look on his eyes, it was his first day as the lawyer of a large company. Opening the door, he enters his home and he is welcomed with the delicious smell of food and the sight of his husband on the kitchen.

“I’m back” he walks towards his husband.

“Welcome home” he turns to look at him  “You arrived just in time, get comfortable your favorite food just finished cooking”

He smiles as he feels all the exhaustion from before leave his body and walks towards his husband to kiss him.

“You are too kind, (Y/n)”

“I’m just being me, Hajime” he chuckles “I’ll serve the food”

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Hajime sighs while looking at the back of his husband, he couldn’t understand how someone like him could be living in this wicked, cold word. As an lawyer, he sees the cruelness and greediness of the people everyday. It’s almost calming to have someone like him by his side. Standing up from the chair, he walks towards his husband and hugs him from his waist while hiding his face on the crook of his neck.

“Hajime?” he mutters.

“Can we go to bed?”

(Y/n) smiles gently and dries his hands “Sure” he turns around placing both hands on his cheeks kissing him “Let’s go”

Hajime smiles and grabs him from the waist as (Y/n) wraps his legs around his waist while giggling. Hajime kisses his cheek and walks towards their bedroom. He figures that as long as he’s on his side nothing could go wrong