Idée Fixe [A Yandere Anecdote]

Ch.10: Over it.

Song: Drama Club - Melanie Martinez.

Waking up, (Y/n) hears a light knock on the door of the room where he was staying.
“(Y/n), breakfast is ready” Yuzu speaks from the other side of the door.

“Thanks, I’ll be there in a minute” he sits up on the bed and looks at the window.

It was a sunny day, he could hear the birds chirping close by and the fragrance of the fresh air entering into the room.

He barely slept last night but it was enough to make him feel rested. Getting up from the bed, he tidies it up and changes his clothes leaving them on the bed.

Taking a deep breath, he exits the guest room and gets down the stairs to see them sitting on the table. Yuzu was reading a book while drinking coffee.

“Good morning” (Y/n) greets him and walks towards him “Where is Mrs. Watanabe?”

“She went out with friends to have breakfast” he looks at him “I prepared you coffee”

“Thanks…” he grabs the cup and sits down in front of him “I own you a breakfast” he drinks from the cup.

“We can always go back to the Cat Café”

“Sure” he chuckles lightly looking at the coffee.

“Please have in mind that you can tell me anything…”

“...I’m getting divorced, I want to take my things and then leave to… somewhere”

“(Y/n)… feel free to stay as long as you need”

“I wouldn’t like to take advantage of your kindness, Yuzu”

“You won’t” he smiles at him.

“Thanks” he nods with a smile.

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When Yuzu parks his car, (Y/n) sees a familiar car in front of the school.

“Goddammit” he mutters.

“Is everything okay?” Yuzu look at the same direction as him and immediately understands what is upsetting him.

Hajime was waiting on the side car while looking down at his feet and then looking up at his husband.

“Yuzu… please wait for me in the entrance” he sighs walking towards Hajime, afraid that he might make a scene if he ignores him.

“What are you doing here?” he mutters.

“You weren’t answering my calls nor my texts and you didn’t come home last night, I was worried”

“And why do you think I am ignoring you?” he rolls his eyes.

“Please, if you only talk to me…”

“Not now, don’t make a scene in my work, that’s ridiculous”

“Then let’s talk at night… in our home”

“That’s not my home, only an apartment that I rent… and yes, I’ll be there at night to grab my things”

“(Y/n), please…”

“Good day, Kazama” he walks to the door where Yuzu was waiting for him while glaring at the unfaithful man.

“(Y/n)…” he talks to him.

“I’m fine…” he smiles “Let’s go to work”

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The day went faster than usual and (Y/n) couldn’t help but feel anxious, the pain never left his chest and he could feel the tears wanting to slip away from his eyes, but now he couldn’t afford being helpless in front of him. He was determined to leave and nothing that Hajime says or does will make him change his mind.

The taxi stops in front of the apartment complex.

“Can you wait here for a couple of minutes? I need to get some things”

“Sure, no problem”

“Thanks” he gets off the car and enters into the building.

When he enters into his the apartment, he sees Hajime walking to one side to the other.

“Love, I’ve been waiting for you”

(Y/n) rolls his eyes and walks towards the bedroom with Hajime following him.

“Listen, I can explain, I know that my words won’t justify what I did but I don’t want to hide anything from you anymore”

“Well… there isn’t much to hide after I found out on my own that you are sleeping with another person” he mutters while packing his stuff.

He takes a deep breath and walks around the room “Right, right, and you have all the reasons to be mad at me but I haven’t been sleeping with Sachie, it was only that time when we almost finish our relationship, I was so angry, desperate a-and afraid that we might not talk anymore so I found a way to deal with those feelings and I still hate myself for doing that”

When he turns around, he notices that his husband wasn’t even in the room. Sighing, he exits and sees him leaving the ring on the table and then walking to the door.

“(Y/n)… please, let’s talk…”

(Y/n) takes a deep breath and turns around to look at him “You have one minute”

“Okay, fine” he walks closer to him “Listen, what happened with Sachie was the biggest mistake that I made in my life, I love you and I didn’t mean to cheat on you”

“Yet, you did it”

“I’m sorry… If you could just trust me I—”

“HOW?” he slams his hand on the table “How the fuck I am supposed to trust you after I found out that you have a fucking family with my former best friend for fucks sake… Hajime, you have a fucking child” tears start falling from her eyes.

Hajime stares at him with disbelief “I… I have never heard you say fuck so many times” he chuckles lightly trying to ease the mood.

“Here goes one more, fuck you” he turns around to leave but Hajime grabs his arm.

“Okay… okay, I’m sorry” he holds his face with his hands “Look, I’ve never loved her, I only see her for my son… I… I love you, and now we can start over again, I-I know that it’ll be hard but we can do it… Y-You know can even meet my son” he cleans the tears from his cheeks and rests his forehead on his “Just… give me a chance… I love you”

(Y/n) stares at his eyes for a second before chuckling humorlessly “I don’t even know what is worse… that while you were ‘loving’ me, you slept with someone I trusted or that having a son you only settle with seeing him once per month. You are not only a horrible husband but also a horrible father… you and Sachie can go and fuck yourselves”