I'll protect you

Sunday:how what where and why

Jayden's pov
When I woke up I was on a cot in the Hospital wing and there was someone next to me, I could barely see and I felt like I a) hadn't slept in a year and b) felt like I hadn't eaten for one either,
"J-Jayden,
Mione? Is that you?
Yeah, it's me are you ok,
Just peachy
God even now still making jokes
That's a me"
I tried to sit up while Hermione giggled softly but failed miserably due to a thumping pain behind me eyes, I slowly propped myself Up against the wall,
"What's on your mind"I ask sensing something off about Mione
"HM? What do you mean?
Mione
Jayden-
What is it you know you can tell me anything
can I though, she mumbled under her breath thinking I wouldn't hear
"What do you mean 'can I though'?
Well-
Yes
...
Hermione
Ok fine I feel like every time I try to help you you always push me away,
Oh
I'm-sorry Jayden that was a horrible thing to say to you I-
No Hermione
Huh?
Your right
I am?
Yes, you'r always right... I've never treated you as well as you deserve,
Jayden you treat me well enough,
No, I don't, I snap at you, I ignore You, I push you away and I overall act like I hate you, but Hermione I really, really don't, your everything to me without you I'm just a useless kid who isn't worth a galleion,
Jayden don't say that about yourself your worth more than anything in my life,
Hermione is there something else going on here?
T-the voices
The voices?
Yes they always come rushing through my head telling me that everyone hates me and then they just- go,
There's more to it than that isn't there,
No that's it
Hermione please don't lie to me"
She then began to cry and I sat her on my lap and rubbed circles on her back, her crying turned into a full on sob as she explained how the voices in her head always told her she wasn't worth everyone's trouble and life wasn't worth it, she also explained how she had, on multiple occasions tried to kill herself, hanging, Avada Kedavra, and drowning but everytime the light would come back and she would stop herself, but she was scared that one day that light might just decide to leave,
"Hermione I sware i'll protect you"
"Thank you Jason, for everything, but... Changing the subject: Draco, how what when and why?
I then went on to explain my encounter with Malfoy but saying I used incendio instead of the whole Avada Kedavra Expecto patronum thing.
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An: hello humans what do we think of part 5, some dark secrets about Hermione revealed this chapter, hope you all enjoyed, votes are always appreciated and so are comments, bye byeeee