Agent Rogers

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I've been alone...Since father died. I didn't stay with the others because they all remind me to much of him, Nat died...Tony dying was also something I had trouble forgetting about, which also put me in a dark place. I've been going to therapy, the same doctor that's also seeing my fathers best friend. She talks about him sometimes. Says it'll be good to make friends with them and whatnot, well I disagree. I keep to myself for my own sake. When I saw that Sam handed over the shield I...didn't know whether he was stupid or...stupid. They gave it to someone else, someone who is currently tracking my whereabouts because they think I'd be a good asset to them. Makes me sick just thinking about working with them. I dragged myself out of bed and jumped into the shower, before getting dressed and going to the library. There were even books about father, about them all. I usually get a few and take them home with me but I didn't feel like that today. After going to the library I went to my appointment with Dr Raynor. 

"Ah you're early today Violet." She smiled as I threw myself on the couch in front of her. "So, how have you been feeling since I last saw you?" 

"Fine. As always." I mumbled. 

"The visions? Are you still getting them?" She sighed as she wrote things down. I ignored her though, they weren't just...visions. It felt like I was reliving it all over and over again. "Violet? You need to talk to me." 

"I don't need to. You lot want me to. There's a difference between need and want." I replied.

"And you need to get better. Therefore you need to talk." She said, her voice rising a little. I shook my head and smiled. 

"I'm fine. There's nothing wrong with me." I said, getting up to leave. 

"Did you do what I told you too?" She asked. I turned back around and leant against the wall with my arms crossed, waiting for her to remind me. "Did you get in contact with James or Sam?" 

"Nope. And I'm not going to." I sighed. She shook her head and stood up, looking over at the door. 

"Looks like you don't have a choice." She smiled as she went and opened the door, only for Bucky to come in. I rolled my eyes and started walking toward the door, until she blocked my exit. I sat down beside Bucky but kept my distance. 

"What a lovely reunion." I scoffed. Dr Raynor and Bucky sat staring at me in silence for a couple minutes before one of them finally spoke. 

"Are you going to talk?" She asked.

"Well you're keeping me here against my will, so no." I smiled. 

"You're nothing like your father you know." Bucky mumbled. 

"You've met me once James." I sighed, getting up to leave. I headed home and made dinner, before turning on the news. Only to turn it back off a few moments later once I saw John Walker prancing around on the TV. I got a call from my therapist and so I answered it to see what she wanted. 
"Need something Doc?" 

"Someone is here, that would like to meet you. Come here at 6pm." She ordered. 

"And if I don't?" I asked her. 

"He'll come to you." She said, hanging up. I rolled my eyes and went into the kitchen, throwing away the rest of my food before washing everything up. I grabbed my coat and keys, put on my shoes and started walking back to the clinic. When I arrived, everything was quiet. It wasn't like it was during the day. I knocked on the door and walked in, widening my eyes when I saw the new Captain America talking with the Doctor. 

"Ah! You must be Violet Rogers." He smiled, extending his hand. I hesitantly shook it and sat down where I usually would. 

"What's all this for? I was about to go to sleep." I sighed.

"At 5.30pm? Don't lie." The Doctor laughed. I smiled slightly and shook my head. 

"I just wanted to meet you. I've heard a lot about you. It must be hard seeing me wield his shield right?" I was registering anything he was saying. I was just figuring out who the other guy was. 

"Whose that?" I said, nodded my head in his direction.

"Lemar Hoskins." He introduced. I rolled my eyes and sat back on the couch. "We were wondering if you'd team up with us." I chuckled and looked over at him once more. 

"No." I said. "Anyway, I have somewhere to be, so you boys have a lovely night. Doc." I said, leaving the room, slamming the door for no good reason behind me. I got home and headed to my room. I started looking through photos of me, father, Sam and Bucky. All the other Avengers. Nat. I knew I shouldn't but I missed her, and him...