Am I Ready Yet? - Karlnapity

Chapter 6

HELLO!! Sorry I couldn't get a chapter out yesterday but it's here now!! I hope you are all doing okay. As always I'll put when the tw starts and ends in bold with this emoji: 🛑 and I'll also put what applies to each tw

Tw's:
Mention of panic attack (it's about a sentance long but I'll just it at the beginning and end of the paragraph)
Flashbacks
Abuse
Intrusive thoughts
Head hitting

A couple of hours had gone by and even though Karl was worried for the small man he stayed away as he felt like he needed space. Sapnap's arms were lazily draped around Karl keeping his lover close. Light snores came from Sapnap and Karl layed awake. Not because of Sapnap. He was overcome with worry. He had only known the Mexican for less than two days and he already couldn't sleep because of him.

George was wrapped up in Dream's arms. The two were both soundly asleep. All sound blocked out from the fact that they were at peace.

🛑TW STARTS HERE: Intrusive thoughts, hitting head🛑
Quackity hadn't slept he couldn't. He thought Karl would be angry at him and that's when the thoughts came back.

"He hates you"
"Your not good enough"
"He'll tell everyone what a bitch you are"
"No one loves you"

The raven haired man hit his head over and over in an attempt to make it stop. Every time the thoughts came more often he'd hit his head harder and harder he was getting dizzy at this point. It wasn't his fault. He was put through this.
🛑TW ENDS HERE🛑

Karl had heard something like thuds coming from what seemed like Quackity's room. He carefully slid out of his lover's arms making sure not to wake him up. The air around him felt tense and distraught. He knew something was wrong. He walked out the room picking up the pace.

He knocked on the smallers door.

Nothing.

"Quackity?" Karl could hear the worry in his voice but made sure to seem as calm as possible to try not to make the other feel any worse. "Can I come in?" There was no reply.

Karl opened the door and shut it after him not wanted to wake anyone else up. He needed to know that the other was okay or at least would be.

Karl looked around for the smaller but couldn't see him. He suddenly saw the trembling boy in the corner of the room.

🛑TW STARTS HERE: FLASHBACKS AND ABUSE🛑
Q was having flashbacks what triggered those flashbacks was when Karl and gone to hug him and Quackity in turn regeted it.

It triggered memories of when early on in their relationship.

Flashback:

Shlatt opened his arms wide and walked towards the smaller acting like he hadn't just completely degraded him.

The Mexican man stepped to the side and folded his arms making very obvious that he was angry and didn't want to talk or be touched.

Shlatt took this terribly he started yelling at him calling  him horrible things completely degrading him more.

"YOUR SO WORTHLESS!!"

That was the one that got Quackity. The person who was supposed to love him. Calling him worthless. Saying he was worth nothing. Nothing to him.

Tears pricked the smallers eyes.

"OH YOUR CRYING NOW YOU PIECE OF SHIT?!" Shlatt spat he pushed him against the wall making him hit his head.