"what is a soulmate?"

Is he really gone? (Chapter Nine)

NK(i rather use NK - which is My author name rather than than a/n= athors name): You Guys want a ship name for You and Newt? if You find one please comment it and i'll give You Credit ofc also if You have ideas i'll dedicate a Chapter to your idea

Question: should i bring in qoutes from the real maze runner movies and books and maybe teen Wolf for thomas?
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I woke up, walked directly to breakfast.

I didn't wanna talk to anyone. I felt sick, tired and annoyed at the fact that my own boyfriend didn't seem to even care to come check on me or sleep with me like normally.

a boy approched me. I normally didn't talk much with other Boys than the usual.

"may i sit y/n?"a small smile on his face .

"yea..how do you know my name? " i said as I felt sick.

"You were, the first girl here"

"oh yea so your name?" i said trying to be nice though i had no interrest in talking to anyone at the moment.

"i am-"

I didn't hear his name.

I felt a sharp pain in my chest.

I felt like i got stapped with a knife.

I felt My heart skip a beat as I fell down from the bench.

My head hit the ground with bang. Making everything go black

*this is the end*

i heard Jeff yell "MINHO, help me get her to the med-hut now!" He sounded mad.

I felt someone take me into their arms. I hoped it was Newt, but I guessed it must was Minho after hearing Jeff ordering him. I opened My eyes a little.

I passed out for what time i didn't know.

"Newt is gone... Wicked is good!" a women in White yelled standing in front of me.

She was wearing all white and what looked like a doctors sign was on her jacket.

"Who are you? Get away from me"

(Skip to after- SPOILER from the death cure just skip to after "-"and read this instead:(i saw Newt but he faithed like a figure dissapearing into the distant)

A vision flashed into my My mind. It was Newt. He was looking at me with fully Black eyes "please love kill me". He made My heart stop -

I collapsed on the floor. I felt tears in my eyes. I was terrified. I didn't know if it was real or not.

She came closer "wicked is good" she kept repeating. She laid her hand on my shoulder squating down to me on the floor. I was scared of her.

Everything went black. i felt My heart beat faster as I yelled "GET AWAY FROM ME"

I gasped for air, as I sat up crawling up against the wall pulling My knees into my chest.

I cried uncontrolly. I looked up. The women was gone... It must have been some sort of dream. A sick one of the kind.

i looked up Thomas was standing in the corner. He ran over as fast as He could and hugged me tight.

"You are okay! I was so scared" He yelled

"is h- he r-eally g-g-gone? " i said sobbing loudly into Thomas chest.

"Who is gone love?" someone grapped My hand. As soon as I heard the accent, i let go of Thomas.

I turned to see Newt sitting in the chair next to the bed. He had red puffy eyes with bags under them. He look tired and like he had cried.

I stood up fast pulling his hand to make him stand up.

I grapped his neck making him look directly into my eyes. Then pulled him tight. He slowly let go. I kissed him passionality.

Then fell back onto the bed. I felt drained from energy but it didn't matter. Newt was here.

"i love you y/n" that was the first time He had used My name in a real sentence. *He loves me*

"and I love You Newt" i said looking deeply into his eyes

"gosh she has been gone for a week i want to talk to her, you know" Thomas sighed at Newt

"a week? What do you mean?" i looked at him confussed

"y/n i-" Thomas seemed to not know what to say.

"YOU ARE AWAKE?!" Chuck ran into the med-Jack room, sitting next to me, pulling me into a hug "i've missed You so much" He said smilling widely.

I looked at Newt then at Thomas "what bloody happened?"

Thomas looked at Newt who was looking like he was about to cry.

I grapped his hand ingatching my fingers with his.

"i- i- you-" Newt tried

"Newt just stop.You can't to this right now" Thomas looked at him

I pulled Newt into a hug I realised He must not have been sleeping. *was he really that worried? *

"have You been sleeping" i looked at him seriously

"i- love, You almost died" He said looking down

"the answer is No y/n. He has not. He was dead worried. He hasn't slept and I can't remember when i last saw him eat either" Thomas looked at Me then down at his hands "i tried to make him" He slowly added

"Chuck get some food to our hut and Thomas please help me to my hut and Newt You are going to sleep, now!" i ordered everyone

"already back at sassing at everyone i see" Minho stepped into the hut as Thomas grapped My hand and wraped it around his neck to support me.

I looked down "look the fight is over i want My best friend back and i almost lost"

I took a couple of steps, hugged him then fell back into Thomas arms.

We went to me and Newts Hut.

i made him eat as I ate with him. I felt horrible for being the reason he hadn't slept or eaten.

We layed down in my hammock. He sat up took his shirt off and handed it to me. "You favourite right? Looks better on You anyway" I took my shirt of and took it on.

*i said that the first night i wore it. That night i fell asleep trading his bare abs with My finger. first time i felt safe sleeping

"i'm gonna steal this it's My favourite from now on"i remembered me say. He remembered All this time*

"always my favourite. I love You, lizard"

"i love You too baby" He said softly

"New nickname i love it" i said exited over the fact He called me baby.

"i'm sorry" i said looking at him with tears in My eyes

"for what?" He said wipping My tears away with his thump as they fell from My eyes.

"for everything. I Mean you-"

"it's alright love everything will be okay get some sleep"

"goodnight My lizard" i added the 'my' because it felt right. He was mine in a way atleast for now. MY boyfriend. MY everything

"goodnight My love" He added the My to and it felt so right. i was HIS. HIS girlfriend.

I layed awake for a long time thinking about the Lady and what happened when i was "unconsious".

I finally fell asleep on Newts chest. He was easy asleep which was understandable. He hadn't slept all week.

laying on his chest, feeling safe. I slept

end of chapter Nine: is he really gone?

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I edited this bc No one read it LOL i Will take a break from writing bc No one really read these so....maybe later this week