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Still Taeyong P.O.V

Jihoon dropped me off at home. "Man I wish you the best. Be careful. You know I'm with you no matter what decision you make." Jihoon said to me. I got out of the car. "Thanks man." I said and he drove off. 

I got in the house and met my mom. I didn't want to greet her. The reason I always hang with other's after school, is so I don't meet her until she leaves for work. "Taeyong." She said and I stopped walking.

"I can't live with you like this." She said and I heard sniffles. I didn't even look at her. "I know you loathe me but I'm sorry." She said. "I don't loathe you. I just really hate you. Don't make it sound like I hold grudges like that." I said and began to walk again.

"Taeyong please. Talk to me! Tell me what your dream is. I don't want a son that hates me." She yelled. "Then just disown me. When I told you my passion, you did all that. You even hit your own fucking daughter!" I yelled turning to her.

"I didn't mean to-" "You didn't mean to? You clearly had a vision to see that she was standing there. So you hit her instead of me. You wanted to hit me with all that force!" I said cutting her off.

"I don't want to hear your bullshit until you prove to me that you have changed. I'm going to live like I want and get support from the ones I need. And you are not one of them." I said slamming the door after I got in my room.

I was really upset. I began to cry trying to not go insane. This day was straight up shit. It was fine when I had Y/n by my side but without Y/n , I feel like shit. A disappointment. A disgrace. I just plopped on the bed trying to sleep. 

Y/n P.O.V

I got home after school and still no message from Taeyong. I began to feel uneasy again. I didn't want to text him and he is busy but it felt wrong to not text him.  

"Y/n are you ok?" Sam asked me walking into the kitchen where I was. "I don't know. School ended and Taeyong still hasn't contact me." I said.

"Text him." Sam said drinking her beverage. "What?" I asked. "Text him. Tell him you are feeling uneasy." Sam said and sat next to me. "I don't know if he is home yet." I said. "Then just a simple text will do. You don't want to spam message him." Sam said. 

I decided to text him and he replied shortly after.

< Taeyong

Hey Taeyong. I haven't heard from you. I hope everything is ok

Hi Y/n. No everything is not ok. Can we meet up? I'm not feeling well

Yes can you come to Amber's house?

Yea I'll be there in a few

Ok be careful

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"I feel better now. He is coming over." I said to Sam. "You see, now you feel better. I will be in my room if you need me." Sam said and stood up. 

I was eating waiting for Taeyong. Not long after I was done eating Taeyong rand the bell. I quickly stood up and went to the door. I was so happy I get to see him. I opened the door and I saw him. He didn't look very well.

"Taeyong..." I said. "Come in come in." I said pulling him in by his arm. I closed the door and sat down on the couch with him. "Y/n I feel like crying." He said and I hugged him. "Cry as much as you want. My shoulder is always available." I said. 

He began to cry. At first it was just small sniffles but it then got to sobbing and so on. I held him tight. I didn't want to let him go. He hugged me by my waist. My heart sunk. I never want him to be sad. 

After he calmed down, we still didn't let go. He began to giggle. "This is déjà vu isn't it?" He asked still not letting me go. "Yeah." I said remembering the time he cried on my shoulder in the hospital.

"Tae, what happened?" I asked and his grip got tighter. "I left school to meet the guys that beat me up at the bar. After that I went home and I saw my mom. We had an argument." He said. He then told me about what they argued about. I hugged him tighter.

"Y/n, I don't want to be in a messed up life like this. Only you guys are the ones keeping me happy." He said and my heart sunk once more. "Taeyong, baby listen to me. I don't know if you forgot my advice but I told you that right now may be your downfall." I said. 

"But tomorrow is all up to me." He said and sighed. "I want you in my future. No I need you in my future." He said. We released from each other. "Do you want to stay with me today?" I asked and he was hesitant. 

"The three of you?" He asked. "No I mean we could go to my apartment." I said and he nodded. "You should ask Amber first." He said with a smile. I nodded and quickly called Amber. Amber allowed me to go to my apartment with him.

I went to Sam's room and knocked on her door. "Yes?" She answered. "I am going to my apartment today." I said and she opened the door. "Why?" She asked and began to walk the living room with me behind her.

"I am staying with him and we he can't stay with us. That's to many people." I said. "Keep my baby safe you hear me?" Sam asked Taeyong and he nodded. "I like this guys. I don't get why you guys aren't dating." Sam said walking in the kitchen.

"Sam~" I whined and she snickered. "Have fun guys." Sam said. "Sam~~" I whined once more and she laughed. Me and Taeyong then left. We walked to my apartment. 


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