Will I find you?

Will I ever find you?

I sigh when I close my bedroom door, tears streaming down my face. for the millionth time, I remember the words I uttered moments before.

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"I love you" I whispered to my green eyed crush. We stood on my front porch, the wind blew my light brown hair behind me as I stared into my crushes' jade green eyes. He stopped talking and just stared through my hazel eyes straight into my soul. When I was met by a cold stare; when those once kind eyes turned to ice I began to cry. He said nothing for a moment but turned around, not wanting to bear the sight of me. More tears came when I heard him utter in a voice so cold it cut me down to my soul "goodbye." And then he walked away and got in his car leaving me to stare into the endless night.

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I collapse on my bed and begin to sob, what will I do now that he is gone? Slowly I get up and walk to my writing desk. I find a piece of paper and begin to write.

. 'My dearest love, where are you now? How long must I wait before we finally meet one another? When will I know your smile? When will I know your laugh? Will I ever find you? Are you even there? Please just come and save me from this lovesick sadness, come and shield me from this pounding rain. My heart is breaking my faith in you will soon completely fade away. I'll hold out but a little longer, come and show the way.'

I finish this poetic drabble of a letter and I wipe the tears from my eyes. If only just a little longer I'll keep hope alive.